Cold Nostalgia

DyeuhLULU.

a Simple girl ,TwentyONE,Bubbly,LOUD.

.♥BLISSFULLY ATTACHED with Arieszharfan.

bolditalicunderline~~strikeout~~

Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 1:13 AM

disappointed...

to nadia:hey im reallie disappointed wif u..but nvm im trying to undrstnd the situation u goin thru..u tc..

just put dwn phone wif kamal who randomly kol me as

he wants to borrow ma topman hat from topman..

then he wans a lil favour from me to mit hym either @cck or tmj

as he is accmpnying his mum to sheng siong tmrw mrning which i dun

think so i cn wake up tat early..so ya..he said tat hey u r a girl

must wake up early n blala..how am i supposed to wake up early

if i wud owaes slip late 4 in the morning kamal?..hahau arh..

he asked me to pity hym lah as he is goin tekong lah..

wat an excuse huh..brr..

k tmrw i try ma best if i cn wake up early lah eh..

cos im accmpnying nana to cosway or dunnoe cos his bro ask her to find a magnetic stud

which i think @lot 1 oso have kan?haish..

hmm so much abt tat..ya supposed nadia come to ma cribs to

visit ma lil nephew..but she did nt

she gt own reasons..im actuallie pissed off lah

but dun werry i wont hate u..as wat i said i try to undrstand u

n it will nt affect our frenship or anything..k..so ya..

have to wake up @10+ tday..as ma nephew have nt finish his hw

n i have to teach hym..brr..

if nt i will slip peacefully as it was just strted raining..haha..but

nvm ..while waiting for nad..i fell asleep then around 1530hrs i took ma

shower..so ya..then watch tv..chill2

around 2000hrs+ i ready for ma jog..

this tyme around i did nt go alone..but wif ma sis in law

n ma nephews n niece..

*rimas*!

first ly jog wif ma sis..then she stop n just walk..

so i just cntinue ma 6 rounds of jog...while listening to my

music....brr..

my WISHLIST TO GO:

bowling(planning wif nana)

cycling

swimming

go sumwhere windy n peace

Labels: *giggly*

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 1:09 AM

l e t h a r g i c

hmm 0045hrs just came back from bb 142..met nana n syamiro ...b4 tat i went out frm my house @ 1800hrs..to kak linda house first as i nid to return back her earpiece..hehe..so sat there for a while waiting for nana as she waas from her nanny house..then there was a mat salleh

came to ma bro house to c his house..as his house nw for rental..

if im nt wrong they r from the romania..the mum came wif her son..

wen the son came in like suddenly smell like very stinky gy2...

kak linda tght it was her..the she strted smell herself n ask ma bro

"b i ke yg bau busuk?"

then i said lah..i tght im the only one who realized tat ..but actuallie ma sis in law too..

hehe..so i tld her it was the son lah..haha

bustrd eh ...criticising..haish bad mouth..

so around 2030hrs i went off from there to go 142...as nana n syamiro was otw oreadie..

but wen i reached there oreadie..i dunnoe if they r walking or crawling oso..haiyer!

at last i sat there 10-15 mins..waiting for them ..i called nunu to accmpny first..

n i saw si skunk wit his canadian bike..i knew it was hym but i step

nvr c..haha k fine i admit..i step nvr saw u..

then he came to me asking wat am i doing ...n blalala...

haha like finally huh we talked since tat quarrel happened...pftt..

n hw stupid am i nt to give the cookies to u straight kan..but

ya..after i msged u ,u came again n took the cookies...

n ITS FOR ATOK NT U OK..bet u will eat it oso kan...hahaha

nvm lah..as long u hepi ..oklah...

tmrw nadia will be cumin to ma cribs to c ma nephew ariq..yeah!!like at last kan..to nadia:cheer up girl!!

Labels: hyper :)

Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 11:13 PM

bulanku sdh mengambang 3/4

hmm just nw just cme back from mitin ma darls ain n huda..1stly i wud like to apologise to them

as i did not talk to them tat much..the second half after accmpnying huda go n cut hair

then i strted to talk..ma moodd tday is pretty bad..wen i met them i just kept quiet all

the way..until ain said .."boring nye"

i guess ma red light gonna cum sooner or l8er!ergh!

n now im having a TERRIBLE HEADACHE!!

huda asked me to tke panadol n slip but

u noe hw stubborn i am..i dun wan..i think i hve nt enuf slip

for this few days..its nt tat i loike to slip longer..but i did nt slip

tat well...kip awaking in the middle of ma slip..ape tk?!

so ya hw abt ma interview just nw for my part tyme?oklah

they did nt ask tat much..as i werked there b4..but the interviewwer mcm like

wan dun wan interview me..shyt!watever arh

if nvr get i think i wanna werk the science centre thingy tat a fren of mine tld me

rather than i sit at home stressing up maself..broke!crrect or nt?hmm

After the interview..i walk2 at raffles place shopping cntre like nobody business

finding the atm was like shyt..but i found it!walk to topshop,dorothy perkins,MPH

looking for miley cyrus biography book..but nvr found it lak

maebe i did nt search it properly i guess...brr

k tats it for tday n i wanna say thnks to sheesyah for

giving the advices...n guess wat ma 3rd bro n sis in law will like

sliping over ma house for a month like tat..n ma family said i have to slip @ the toilet lah

storelah..im so blur sia ..imagine i just cme back from home n they said tat n

i dun have any clue ..i thght i did sumtyn wrng or wat..haish

n tmrw misting ma other darls @bb..!be bringing his grandpa cookies..

dunnoe if he will be there if nt i willpass to nana to pass it to hym..

haiz..

Labels: hate this teribble headache

@ 1:58 AM

a fren of mine who turns a year OLDER!

Happy 19th Birthday to a friend of mine

Aman(meow)!

may all ur wishes n dreams cum true aite!!long tyme no c u..

@ 1:04 AM

done with baking cookies nw..for ma prt tyme werk..

yesh ryte im done wit baking the cookies!!heheks..im so glad!!nw is for ma interview for part tyme job..yeah!!goin alone lah..i just nid to be alone for a while...so planning to kua @ 1400hrs to go ct hol...then after tat i just wanna walk around ct hol or maebe sumwhere lah i dunnoe yet ..just nid to breathe some in air...then i think aroun 1700hrs+ miting up wit ma darls(huda n ain)...

still nt sure yet where to mit up as huda finish her skul @ 1600hrs so ya..n i just msg

her n u noe wat she said ..she nid a place where we

cn chill n must have food..haish..i'll leave it to u eh dear to decide where to mit up!

so anitin just msg me n i will be there..hmm its been like a month nt mitin ain ..she's

been very bz with her werk ..hmm so ttmrw is the tyme to have

our girl talk n mores aites!!

so much abt tat

tday i stayed at home again!actuallie there is a plan with ashraf lah

but he arh..nvr reply to ma msges..till around 1400hrs then he asked to call hym

@ 1430 hrs..to wake hym up..grr..cos he ton n just reach home at 0800 hrs just nw..

so i just said to hym frget it lah go n have ur sleep n ya im nt in the mood

so b4 anione get scolded from me or watsoever for nth

better i get away frm u ..*peace*!

then had ma shower around 1520hrs n off to mit huda to go greenridge..then buy sum stuff

n i 'kidnapped' her ..the term she used wen i asked her to cum

to ma house..pfft!nvr chnged!yeah we had our talks..till 2000hrs..

n tmrw im mitin u again!!

after tat i cntinue ma day with baking the choclate chip cookies

..tat was ma day all along guys..

tues im planning to mit up wit ma other darls..which nana nad syam all lah lepak jgk

told syam n nad..n they said ok

nana i think shud be oklah..feel like a week+ nvr mit u guys...

then maebe i guess i cn slip over ma 3rd bro house lah since

is near oreadie to bb..

klah till now peeps..

Labels: im nt expecting anything..

Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 8:15 PM

cancel ma dates for the gig n went wiT wif ma FAMily!

c how messy he is?!

did u c the tree which on the extreme ryte?look like a bottle isnt it?

swing of the day!

miss ma childhood days...

yeah so im just cme back from outing wif ma Family..haha ya i noe im supposed to be with ma frens out there to go to nunu nirara's gig..but ya last min im nt gooin..u noe y?cos her band paddlepop is the first line up n yet im styill @home!as planned mting wan zharif @ central @1430 hrs but then nunu oso msg me sying tat haiya waste tyme cuming so dyeuh tkyah dtg lah..so last min i decided to follow ma family since they oso getting ready to go out oreadie..

1st destination was ECP..haha ate @the lagoon food centre there..n after tat walk2 around for a while ma nephews wants to play bicycle but ma bro did nt give them u noe y?nt becos he is cruel...but there's a triathlon goin on there..so decided to go Pasir ris park..

nt much pple @there ..so i rent a twin bike..since ma bro dun wan to fork up money i fork ma own money lah..so ma sis in law accmpanied me..but one thing is ma sis nie dunnoe hw to ride a bicycle so who gonna b infront who is goin to cycle..n tat is me..we took wit the baby chair so i cud bring ma niece oso since she oso wan to play...fuuh one obstacle..ma sis a lil heavier than me so ya..i was perspiring like hell..nvm ysterday jog ..tday cycling..haha..i dun have the confidence cos i ever tumpang a fren of mine ..ended up wen i lost ma balance..i just went off from the bicycle n push it with ma fren ..hehe i noe..tat was so bad of me..hahaha..aiya now no lah..im nt tat bad oreadie..so brought ma niece n nephew for a cycle around the pasir ris park..then ma bro took over...damn tired..

3rd destination ma bro wants to bring us to this malay restraunt at i dunnoe arh around sembwng park very the inside ..near where the recent taxi driver was thrown ..i dunoe abt the news abt this taxi driver who was killed by the robbery for stealing the money i guess?

nt sure arh..nvr read the newspaper..*peace*

the place was nice n it was called the bottle tree village..the scenery was freaking nice n windy as it is facing the sea which u cn c straits of jb..bt unfrtunately we did nt eat over there..we just take a look n we ate @ fav time place which is near yishun...

then after tat just pass by the bottle tree park la kan where u cn c kids r doing their fishing for just guppies or watever...

tats all for ma day...im so2 freaking tired..n drained..

ANd to nunu:im soorryy i PROMISE i will make it up to u k dear!

n to u:i said sorry bt i dunnoe wat is still missiing...

ya fine..punish all u want..

Labels: grr..penat nye

@ 1:55 AM

tday im SUPER RAJIN!

yeah woke nt tat late tday..err around 12+?haha..yeah..tday styed at home..be a gOOd girl..
like real!help ma sis to shower ma niece to go to school..then i took ma bath @ 1330 hrs..as i volunteered maself to send ma niece to go to school..so ya..after tat went to TMJ..to buy some groceries as i told ma momma i wan do dadeh(a pudding)..so ya bght 2 flavours..choclate and strawberry!reach home jek..straight away..do the dadeh..excited as tis is ma first tyme..n guess wat ?thnk god it is reallie nice...is nt as if im praising maself..bt ya..so decided to kol ma dear huda whoo loved to eat this..but she's werking so i'll wait for her till she get back from werk ok!!
n ya..i went for a jog just now...like finally..went alone..it was a funny incident..which reminds me of NANA..ma sport shoes..the sole came off sei..haish actuallie it was onli the right want..but after tat i went to a corner n take off both..n i was praying tat nth wud hurt ma legs..as in gt any shrp things prick on ma foot wen i was jogging..its nt only tat..i wear this short which is ver loose..i kept pulling it up while i was running..so !i decided to go back n chnged to a new shoes n short..so sian!haha after tat cntinue ma jog eventhgh nana msg me sying no needlah..go home straight n slipmore gd..but i just go..semangat kebabian ryte like wat u said..aiya cos..now i gt ma goals toreach for...STOP SMOKING DYEUH! so ma peeps out there who owaes wif me ..if cn pls do not offer me ciggies aites...so u cn save ur ciggies too for ur ownself...n finally i decided to tke this blogskin..if nt since in the afternoon till now..i kept chnging ma skin..n to NAD sorry eh ..trouble u then after tat i just delete off...sorry luv u!!
n now..im REALLY NID to go to slip..2mrw goin for a gig..i scred i cnnt wake..ouh god!!

Labels: im tired..drained ..everything..

Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 12:05 AM

i think im gonna be SICK soon..

hey ..now ma eyes hurt n runny nose..fuck!hate this wen it happens..dunnoe wat is happening to me...too tired?or wat?haish..
im gonna get ma job soon!!monday..i will make it on mon for the interview!!i promise maself im nt gonna delay it..yesh pls!!ouh ya b4 i frgot a few mins b4 it was a fren of mine birthday which was ma x also haha kental..muhammad nur hisyam..just wish hym a hepi belated birthday!!n tday which is 24th april is a fren of mine too which it is ma x also..hamdan ..hepi 21st birthday dudes!!may all ur wishes n dreams cum true!!
k back to the stry n i promise to maself too tmrw i swear im gonna get ma cookies done ok!!no more delaying..n ma weekends,,gt plans...weee!!goin to nunu's gig at hong lim park which is @ sumwhere arnd clarke quay..n mitin zharif @there to go there as he is from werk..fifa n aj if u goin ..text me aites!!tght dun wanna go bt the first gig i nvr go beh nw nvr go..haiyer fill very bad...so ya..im gonna go...just gonna enjoy maself..n sun too i gt plan...haha stupid "date" i guess?!it is just frend date lah..ma previous nursing class mate..haha..nana's noe abt it..but haha u guys dun think too much..arh ..we r just gd frens..so ya..*peace*!

Labels: ergh, saket nye mate ku nie

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 8:18 PM

ouh god..i just miss ma school days..i mIss them loads..miss the lectures which i frequent nvr paid attention too..the scoldings...the lecturers too..haish..hw i wish cn repeat them back except 1.1 cos ma C.A was mdm phylis tan?hehehe...wen thru a lot in nursing but overall i cn say..i really had FUN!the peeps..the modules..which i nvr think tat i cud go thru this course for the two years..n now i did..missing the days..haish...now wat m i doing?rotting haha..soon2 i will be werking ..part tyme oni cos i wanna cntinue ma study to early childhood..yes i am ..i wanna be a teacher to those lil creatures out there..grr...im gonna get u ..hahaha...ya so werking n saving up for ma private dip...dun wan use ma parents money tat much..pity them..so ya so much abt tat..

tday im still @ kak linda crib..slept @ 0530 hrs n woke up @ 1530hrs..n all the way wif ma lappy..haha btol nye busuk kan prangai...bachin nye dyeuh...just ate hotdog wif bread for ma lunch n a slice of pizza as ma bro ordered just now...n now back to ma lappy jgk..i guess i cnnt live without ma lappy...n ma blog..now ma blog is my everything..so called a listening ear gytu...n the tagboard is like the pple giving advice..haha..siow..everyday is the same day for me now..

i hope u read the previous blog of mine..

n lastly i wud like to wish
hepi 5th month anniversary
nana n syamiro!
semoge berkekalan eh joy!

Labels: im so blank now...

@ 2:24 AM

for u..

do u even remember this kad i made for u?

this took hours for me to be made..

im nt complaining but it lies a lots of memories to me..

in this situation yes i noe im in fault cos maebe i m just too sensitive abt it..

bt i did nt said it was ur fault..didnt i?

i jst dun like pple saying abt minah..

k fine maebe the way i talk or ma new appearance looks like minah..

but i m nt..u shud noe me well..

yess maebe im chnged..im nt im used to b..

a quiet gerl?or watever u c me dulu n now..

if im chnged..u dun like it..tell me..

if im going from bad to worst..tell me..dun be quiet..cos im nt aware of the chnges..i wanna chnge for the better nt worsen..

so pls..

yes maebe perhaps i cud say i like to have some wars wif u sometymes..

for me like adventurous n make us strnger n learn from mistakes..

but u kept sying suke hati ..u make me think as if u dun care abt this frenship ..

its been 2 years we've been frens..from just a nrmal frens till nw..close,best ,special?

i dun wan this to be gone just like tat..easily..i reallie treasure for wat u r..eventgh sumtymes u cn be irritating n stuffs ..bt u r special in a way..which i nvr had in ma other guy friends...criously...so...im sorry again if i ever termaki or hurt ur feelings in a way..i didnt meant anitin..ok..

Labels: sorry sorry sorry sorry ..i dun wan to have any misundstnding

@ 1:02 AM

all alone nw..i dun mean as in alone..ma bro n sis in law..have tuck in..n im alone in this room..playing ma lappy all e way i guess..haha..i decided to slip @ ma bro house as like ma getaway frm ma 1st bro...plus chop 2mrw he will ask where is the lappy...muahaha..
so back to wat i wanna blog..met up wif nana around 7+ looking for stylus dopod..bt dun have..so
proceed to buy sum sushi as nana wants it n off to mcd buy 20 piece nuggets n plain double cheesburger..20 piece nuggets for ma super kiut syai n mirza ...so ya..cos im hungry too as i have nt eaten since in the morning...hmm..now ma daily intake is onli 1 meal per day..how issiit?pathetic kan?haha bt im ok wif it...after tat we sat n watched cite jihan which i missed the last episode as celebrated haiqal advnced birthday...n i becumin frust tgk cite jihan..she is patience twards them..if me..i think i will blow ma top for koling me like pros n stuff...fuuh...n now ya..this person kol me im a maturing minah..ya gasak kol lah nak..suke hati..tk malu tpi geli..
beh skrg war...ko sbh..n u think ku pun tk sbh selame nie?im nt crik psl wif u ok..ku pun sbh..step tkde pape..diam jek cos i treasure u sving our gd frenship..beh nw..u say suke hati lah nie lah beh off9..bgs arh..give up?grr i m just speechless!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: frust n crying..fuck la dyeuh

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 3:33 PM

Hepi 19th birthday to this two boys!!

Aminuddin & Faruq Fida'iy

2day are ma two of ma frens birthday amin n faruq..amin is ma secondary school fren..cian skrg he is on a field trip i mean ngh Ns lah kat tekong if im nt wrong..all e best bro celebrating ur birthday kat hutan!!hehe..mae all ur wshies n dreams cum true aites!!

to faruq...he is ma SVC frens lah dulu..now we r seperated..everybdy has been bz wif their life..

so ya..we rarely mit eachother up biaselah bz wif his scram bike..pfft..haha btw hepi birthday guys!!

@ 2:53 PM

again i woke up late..

guess wat ..woke up late again planning to go for the interview..ended up nvr go again lah
haiya..dyeuh dyeuh..wat is happening to u?!everynyte slept late..3-4 am..woke up at 1-2pm
n tday..miting nunu nirara @cck then goin bb as ma bro ask me to find his stylus dopod..fuuh mane agknye nk gy dpt..brr again ma cookies l8er then i will do it..my interview i think 2mrw lah
pls dyeuh!!!wake up!!n planning goin for bowling in one of these days..which i dunnoe wen..nana, syam dh ok,nadia lum lang si naz ntah biler die free..biaselah dektu...susah sikit nk cnfirm..
n now i guess im lazy yto mandi skrg. so nt miting nunu lah..haha..fickle minded nye org..
so kul 4 + taking ma bath then off to bb ..i ask nana toaccmpany to find this thingy at anyhandphone shop lah...then cn visit my cute little niece syai..miss her loads..k lah g2g..

Labels: crazier, u make me go crazier

@ 2:43 AM

my Special Frens

There are so many things I'd like to say.

But that would take me all day.

Now I wonder where to start.

Guess I'll say whats in my heart.

There is one thing I know that's true.

I'm so blessed to have a friend like you.

Thanks for always being there.

And showing me how much you care.

As my new life starts to unfold,

And I am learning how to take hold.

There are times I don't know what to do,

But I know I can always turn to you.

Our friendship is one of a kind,

One most people never find.

I never knew from the start,

Just how much you would touch my heart.

I'm so glad you came into my life,

You have filled it with so much delight.

The connection we have, was not planned.

But it is there every time you hold my hand.

I love the way you turn on your charm,

Every time you hold me in your arms.

And the sparkle in your eyes I see.

So while we wait to see if this is right.

I'll enjoy the way you hold me at night

.If the time ever come for us to part,

You'll always be right here in my heart.

You'll always be my best friend,

Forever and always until the end.

Labels: eh2..mate dh ngantok nies..sok interview

Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 4:10 PM

bored at home

hmm now all alone at home..family goes to jb without me..nvm as long ma bro is outs..if nt iam fucking fed up wif hym...nw tgh on9 chat wif ma darls shessyah n nana..n just added kamal on msn..haha..damn funny lah he...haish yesterday went out biase jgk lepak wif them..@ 142 bb..tok n tok..n me was laughing all by maself as me nunu n sophie was talking abt the nyte we lepak at SV..lipas terbang sane sini..smpi terjatuh2 terpekik2...haish..i guess i will be just sitting home making cookies for ma nephews n sis n nt frgetting for his atok..hah so random kan..strictly for atok jek..mcm paham kan..bialah ...
i guess tmrw i wanna go to ct hol for the interview lah...wahliao cnnt wait oreadie..
haish..n guess wat im strting to miss hym..mepek kan??padehal smlm aru tgk muke die
n now..nt even 1 day had passed..just a few hours ago...

Labels: i miss u arsehole..

Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 3:15 PM

hey this gonna b ma anther new blog

hmm woh its been a while this blog i abandon it ..haha..even i 've chnged ma blog add frm miss mondok.blogspot.com to this...i read ma older post n i laugh ma ass out seeing ma kentalan post n pics...haish..so much chnged to me..woh...now imjust waiting for the tyme to mit nana n syam at bb...woh nie last min nadia ckp we nid not follow her..haiyer..k g2g..

Labels: excited for this new blog..

affiliates Love Azlynno darl wonderful to read NaNa
Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 1:13 AM disappointed... to nadia:hey im reallie disappointed wif u..but nvm im trying to undrstnd the situation u goin thru..u tc.. just put dwn phone wif kamal who randomly kol me as he wants to borrow ma topman hat from topman.. then he wans a lil favour from me to mit hym either @cck or tmj as he is accmpnying his mum to sheng siong tmrw mrning which i dun think so i cn wake up tat early..so ya..he said tat hey u r a girl must wake up early n blala..how am i supposed to wake up early if i wud owaes slip late 4 in the morning kamal?..hahau arh.. he asked me to pity hym lah as he is goin tekong lah.. wat an excuse huh..brr.. k tmrw i try ma best if i cn wake up early lah eh.. cos im accmpnying nana to cosway or dunnoe cos his bro ask her to find a magnetic stud which i think @lot 1 oso have kan?haish.. hmm so much abt tat..ya supposed nadia come to ma cribs to visit ma lil nephew..but she did nt she gt own reasons..im actuallie pissed off lah but dun werry i wont hate u..as wat i said i try to undrstand u n it will nt affect our frenship or anything..k..so ya.. have to wake up @10+ tday..as ma nephew have nt finish his hw n i have to teach hym..brr.. if nt i will slip peacefully as it was just strted raining..haha..but nvm ..while waiting for nad..i fell asleep then around 1530hrs i took ma shower..so ya..then watch tv..chill2 around 2000hrs+ i ready for ma jog.. this tyme around i did nt go alone..but wif ma sis in law n ma nephews n niece.. rimas! first ly jog wif ma sis..then she stop n just walk.. so i just cntinue ma 6 rounds of jog...while listening to my music....brr.. my WISHLIST TO GO: bowling(planning wif nana) cycling swimming go sumwhere windy n peace Labels: giggly back to top?
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 1:09 AM l e t h a r g i c hmm 0045hrs just came back from bb 142..met nana n syamiro ...b4 tat i went out frm my house @ 1800hrs..to kak linda house first as i nid to return back her earpiece..hehe..so sat there for a while waiting for nana as she waas from her nanny house..then there was a mat salleh came to ma bro house to c his house..as his house nw for rental.. if im nt wrong they r from the romania..the mum came wif her son.. wen the son came in like suddenly smell like very stinky gy2... kak linda tght it was her..the she strted smell herself n ask ma bro "b i ke yg bau busuk?" then i said lah..i tght im the only one who realized tat ..but actuallie ma sis in law too.. hehe..so i tld her it was the son lah..haha bustrd eh ...criticising..haish bad mouth.. so around 2030hrs i went off from there to go 142...as nana n syamiro was otw oreadie.. but wen i reached there oreadie..i dunnoe if they r walking or crawling oso..haiyer! at last i sat there 10-15 mins..waiting for them ..i called nunu to accmpny first.. n i saw si skunk wit his canadian bike..i knew it was hym but i step nvr c..haha k fine i admit..i step nvr saw u.. then he came to me asking wat am i doing ...n blalala... haha like finally huh we talked since tat quarrel happened...pftt.. n hw stupid am i nt to give the cookies to u straight kan..but ya..after i msged u ,u came again n took the cookies... n ITS FOR ATOK NT U OK..bet u will eat it oso kan...hahaha nvm lah..as long u hepi ..oklah... tmrw nadia will be cumin to ma cribs to c ma nephew ariq..yeah!!like at last kan..to nadia:cheer up girl!! Labels: hyper :) back to top?
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 11:13 PM bulanku sdh mengambang 3/4 hmm just nw just cme back from mitin ma darls ain n huda..1stly i wud like to apologise to them as i did not talk to them tat much..the second half after accmpnying huda go n cut hair then i strted to talk..ma moodd tday is pretty bad..wen i met them i just kept quiet all the way..until ain said .."boring nye" i guess ma red light gonna cum sooner or l8er!ergh! n now im having a TERRIBLE HEADACHE!! huda asked me to tke panadol n slip but u noe hw stubborn i am..i dun wan..i think i hve nt enuf slip for this few days..its nt tat i loike to slip longer..but i did nt slip tat well...kip awaking in the middle of ma slip..ape tk?! so ya hw abt ma interview just nw for my part tyme?oklah they did nt ask tat much..as i werked there b4..but the interviewwer mcm like wan dun wan interview me..shyt!watever arh if nvr get i think i wanna werk the science centre thingy tat a fren of mine tld me rather than i sit at home stressing up maself..broke!crrect or nt?hmm After the interview..i walk2 at raffles place shopping cntre like nobody business finding the atm was like shyt..but i found it!walk to topshop,dorothy perkins,MPH looking for miley cyrus biography book..but nvr found it lak maebe i did nt search it properly i guess...brr k tats it for tday n i wanna say thnks to sheesyah for giving the advices...n guess wat ma 3rd bro n sis in law will like sliping over ma house for a month like tat..n ma family said i have to slip @ the toilet lah storelah..im so blur sia ..imagine i just cme back from home n they said tat n i dun have any clue ..i thght i did sumtyn wrng or wat..haish n tmrw misting ma other darls @bb..!be bringing his grandpa cookies.. dunnoe if he will be there if nt i willpass to nana to pass it to hym.. haiz.. Labels: hate this teribble headache back to top?
@ 1:58 AM a fren of mine who turns a year OLDER! Happy 19th Birthday to a friend of mine Aman(meow)! may all ur wishes n dreams cum true aite!!long tyme no c u.. back to top?
@ 1:04 AM done with baking cookies nw..for ma prt tyme werk.. yesh ryte im done wit baking the cookies!!heheks..im so glad!!nw is for ma interview for part tyme job..yeah!!goin alone lah..i just nid to be alone for a while...so planning to kua @ 1400hrs to go ct hol...then after tat i just wanna walk around ct hol or maebe sumwhere lah i dunnoe yet ..just nid to breathe some in air...then i think aroun 1700hrs+ miting up wit ma darls(huda n ain)... still nt sure yet where to mit up as huda finish her skul @ 1600hrs so ya..n i just msg her n u noe wat she said ..she nid a place where we cn chill n must have food..haish..i'll leave it to u eh dear to decide where to mit up! so anitin just msg me n i will be there..hmm its been like a month nt mitin ain ..she's been very bz with her werk ..hmm so ttmrw is the tyme to have our girl talk n mores aites!! so much abt tat tday i stayed at home again!actuallie there is a plan with ashraf lah but he arh..nvr reply to ma msges..till around 1400hrs then he asked to call hym @ 1430 hrs..to wake hym up..grr..cos he ton n just reach home at 0800 hrs just nw.. so i just said to hym frget it lah go n have ur sleep n ya im nt in the mood so b4 anione get scolded from me or watsoever for nth *better i get away frm u ..peace!* then had ma shower around 1520hrs n off to mit huda to go greenridge..then buy sum stuff n i 'kidnapped' her ..the term she used wen i asked her to cum to ma house..pfft!nvr chnged!yeah we had our talks..till 2000hrs.. n tmrw im mitin u again!! after tat i cntinue ma day with baking the choclate chip cookies ..tat was ma day all along guys.. tues im planning to mit up wit ma other darls..which nana nad syam all lah lepak jgk told syam n nad..n they said ok nana i think shud be oklah..feel like a week+ nvr mit u guys... then maebe i guess i cn slip over ma 3rd bro house lah since is near oreadie to bb.. klah till now peeps.. Labels: im nt expecting anything.. back to top?
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 8:15 PM cancel ma dates for the gig n went wiT wif ma FAMily! c how messy he is?! did u c the tree which on the extreme ryte?look like a bottle isnt it? swing of the day! miss ma childhood days... yeah so im just cme back from outing wif ma Family..haha ya i noe im supposed to be with ma frens out there to go to nunu nirara's gig..but ya last min im nt gooin..u noe y?cos her band paddlepop is the first line up n yet im styill @home!as planned mting wan zharif @ central @1430 hrs but then nunu oso msg me sying tat haiya waste tyme cuming so dyeuh tkyah dtg lah..so last min i decided to follow ma family since they oso getting ready to go out oreadie.. 1st destination was ECP..haha ate @the lagoon food centre there..n after tat walk2 around for a while ma nephews wants to play bicycle but ma bro did nt give them u noe y?nt becos he is cruel...but there's a triathlon goin on there..so decided to go Pasir ris park.. nt much pple @there ..so i rent a twin bike..since ma bro dun wan to fork up money i fork ma own money lah..so ma sis in law accmpanied me..but one thing is ma sis nie dunnoe hw to ride a bicycle so who gonna b infront who is goin to cycle..n tat is me..we took wit the baby chair so i cud bring ma niece oso since she oso wan to play...fuuh one obstacle..ma sis a lil heavier than me so ya..i was perspiring like hell..nvm ysterday jog ..tday cycling..haha..i dun have the confidence cos i ever tumpang a fren of mine ..ended up wen i lost ma balance..i just went off from the bicycle n push it with ma fren ..hehe i noe..tat was so bad of me..hahaha..aiya now no lah..im nt tat bad oreadie..so brought ma niece n nephew for a cycle around the pasir ris park..then ma bro took over...damn tired.. 3rd destination ma bro wants to bring us to this malay restraunt at i dunnoe arh around sembwng park very the inside ..near where the recent taxi driver was thrown ..i dunoe abt the news abt this taxi driver who was killed by the robbery for stealing the money i guess? nt sure arh..nvr read the newspaper..peace the place was nice n it was called the bottle tree village..the scenery was freaking nice n windy as it is facing the sea which u cn c straits of jb..bt unfrtunately we did nt eat over there..we just take a look n we ate @ fav time place which is near yishun... then after tat just pass by the bottle tree park la kan where u cn c kids r doing their fishing for just guppies or watever... tats all for ma day...im so2 freaking tired..n drained.. ANd to nunu:im soorryy i PROMISE i will make it up to u k dear! n to u:i said sorry bt i dunnoe wat is still missiing... ya fine..punish all u want.. Labels: grr..penat nye back to top?
@ 1:55 AM tday im SUPER RAJIN! yeah woke nt tat late tday..err around 12+?haha..yeah..tday styed at home..be a gOOd girl.. like real!help ma sis to shower ma niece to go to school..then i took ma bath @ 1330 hrs..as i volunteered maself to send ma niece to go to school..so ya..after tat went to TMJ..to buy some groceries as i told ma momma i wan do dadeh(a pudding)..so ya bght 2 flavours..choclate and strawberry!reach home jek..straight away..do the dadeh..excited as tis is ma first tyme..n guess wat ?thnk god it is reallie nice...is nt as if im praising maself..bt ya..so decided to kol ma dear huda whoo loved to eat this..but she's werking so i'll wait for her till she get back from werk ok!! n ya..i went for a jog just now...like finally..went alone..it was a funny incident..which reminds me of NANA..ma sport shoes..the sole came off sei..haish actuallie it was onli the right want..but after tat i went to a corner n take off both..n i was praying tat nth wud hurt ma legs..as in gt any shrp things prick on ma foot wen i was jogging..its nt only tat..i wear this short which is ver loose..i kept pulling it up while i was running..so !i decided to go back n chnged to a new shoes n short..so sian!haha after tat cntinue ma jog eventhgh nana msg me sying no needlah..go home straight n slipmore gd..but i just go..semangat kebabian ryte like wat u said..aiya cos..now i gt ma goals toreach for...STOP SMOKING DYEUH! so ma peeps out there who owaes wif me ..if cn pls do not offer me ciggies aites...so u cn save ur ciggies too for ur ownself...n finally i decided to tke this blogskin..if nt since in the afternoon till now..i kept chnging ma skin..n to NAD sorry eh ..trouble u then after tat i just delete off...sorry luv u!! n now..im REALLY NID to go to slip..2mrw goin for a gig..i scred i cnnt wake..ouh god!! Labels: im tired..drained ..everything.. back to top?
Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 12:05 AM i think im gonna be SICK soon.. hey ..now ma eyes hurt n runny nose..fuck!hate this wen it happens..dunnoe wat is happening to me...too tired?or wat?haish.. im gonna get ma job soon!!monday..i will make it on mon for the interview!!i promise maself im nt gonna delay it..yesh pls!!ouh ya b4 i frgot a few mins b4 it was a fren of mine birthday which was ma x also haha kental..muhammad nur hisyam..just wish hym a hepi belated birthday!!n tday which is 24th april is a fren of mine too which it is ma x also..hamdan ..hepi 21st birthday dudes!!may all ur wishes n dreams cum true!! k back to the stry n i promise to maself too tmrw i swear im gonna get ma cookies done ok!!no more delaying..n ma weekends,,gt plans...weee!!goin to nunu's gig at hong lim park which is @ sumwhere arnd clarke quay..n mitin zharif @there to go there as he is from werk..fifa n aj if u goin ..text me aites!!tght dun wanna go bt the first gig i nvr go beh nw nvr go..haiyer fill very bad...so ya..im gonna go...just gonna enjoy maself..n sun too i gt plan...haha stupid "date" i guess?!it is just frend date lah..ma previous nursing class mate..haha..nana's noe abt it..but haha u guys dun think too much..arh ..we r just gd frens..so ya..peace! Labels: ergh, saket nye mate ku nie back to top?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 8:18 PM ouh god..i just miss ma school days..i mIss them loads..miss the lectures which i frequent nvr paid attention too..the scoldings...the lecturers too..haish..hw i wish cn repeat them back except 1.1 cos ma C.A was mdm phylis tan?hehehe...wen thru a lot in nursing but overall i cn say..i really had FUN!the peeps..the modules..which i nvr think tat i cud go thru this course for the two years..n now i did..missing the days..haish...now wat m i doing?rotting haha..soon2 i will be werking ..part tyme oni cos i wanna cntinue ma study to early childhood..yes i am ..i wanna be a teacher to those lil creatures out there..grr...im gonna get u ..hahaha...ya so werking n saving up for ma private dip...dun wan use ma parents money tat much..pity them..so ya so much abt tat.. tday im still @ kak linda crib..slept @ 0530 hrs n woke up @ 1530hrs..n all the way wif ma lappy..haha btol nye busuk kan prangai...bachin nye dyeuh...just ate hotdog wif bread for ma lunch n a slice of pizza as ma bro ordered just now...n now back to ma lappy jgk..i guess i cnnt live without ma lappy...n ma blog..now ma blog is my everything..so called a listening ear gytu...n the tagboard is like the pple giving advice..haha..siow..everyday is the same day for me now.. i hope u read the previous blog of mine.. n lastly i wud like to wish hepi 5th month anniversary nana n syamiro! semoge berkekalan eh joy! Labels: im so blank now... back to top?
@ 2:24 AM for u.. do u even remember this kad i made for u? this took hours for me to be made.. im nt complaining but it lies a lots of memories to me.. in this situation yes i noe im in fault cos maebe i m just too sensitive abt it.. bt i did nt said it was ur fault..didnt i? i jst dun like pple saying abt minah.. k fine maebe the way i talk or ma new appearance looks like minah.. but i m nt..u shud noe me well.. yess maebe im chnged..im nt im used to b.. a quiet gerl?or watever u c me dulu n now.. if im chnged..u dun like it..tell me.. if im going from bad to worst..tell me..dun be quiet..cos im nt aware of the chnges..i wanna chnge for the better nt worsen.. so pls.. yes maebe perhaps i cud say i like to have some wars wif u sometymes.. for me like adventurous n make us strnger n learn from mistakes.. but u kept sying suke hati ..u make me think as if u dun care abt this frenship .. its been 2 years we've been frens..from just a nrmal frens till nw..close,best ,special? i dun wan this to be gone just like tat..easily..i reallie treasure for wat u r..eventgh sumtymes u cn be irritating n stuffs ..bt u r special in a way..which i nvr had in ma other guy friends...criously...so...im sorry again if i ever termaki or hurt ur feelings in a way..i didnt meant anitin..ok.. Labels: sorry sorry sorry sorry ..i dun wan to have any misundstnding back to top?
@ 1:02 AM all alone nw..i dun mean as in alone..ma bro n sis in law..have tuck in..n im alone in this room..playing ma lappy all e way i guess..haha..i decided to slip @ ma bro house as like ma getaway frm ma 1st bro...plus chop 2mrw he will ask where is the lappy...muahaha.. so back to wat i wanna blog..met up wif nana around 7+ looking for stylus dopod..bt dun have..so proceed to buy sum sushi as nana wants it n off to mcd buy 20 piece nuggets n plain double cheesburger..20 piece nuggets for ma super kiut syai n mirza ...so ya..cos im hungry too as i have nt eaten since in the morning...hmm..now ma daily intake is onli 1 meal per day..how issiit?pathetic kan?haha bt im ok wif it...after tat we sat n watched cite jihan which i missed the last episode as celebrated haiqal advnced birthday...n i becumin frust tgk cite jihan..she is patience twards them..if me..i think i will blow ma top for koling me like pros n stuff...fuuh...n now ya..this person kol me im a maturing minah..ya gasak kol lah nak..suke hati..tk malu tpi geli.. beh skrg war...ko sbh..n u think ku pun tk sbh selame nie?im nt crik psl wif u ok..ku pun sbh..step tkde pape..diam jek cos i treasure u sving our gd frenship..beh nw..u say suke hati lah nie lah beh off9..bgs arh..give up?grr i m just speechless!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Labels: frust n crying..fuck la dyeuh back to top?
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 3:33 PM Hepi 19th birthday to this two boys!! Aminuddin & Faruq Fida'iy 2day are ma two of ma frens birthday amin n faruq..amin is ma secondary school fren..cian skrg he is on a field trip i mean ngh Ns lah kat tekong if im nt wrong..all e best bro celebrating ur birthday kat hutan!!hehe..mae all ur wshies n dreams cum true aites!! to faruq...he is ma SVC frens lah dulu..now we r seperated..everybdy has been bz wif their life.. so ya..we rarely mit eachother up biaselah bz wif his scram bike..pfft..haha btw hepi birthday guys!! back to top?
@ 2:53 PM again i woke up late.. guess wat ..woke up late again planning to go for the interview..ended up nvr go again lah haiya..dyeuh dyeuh..wat is happening to u?!everynyte slept late..3-4 am..woke up at 1-2pm n tday..miting nunu nirara @cck then goin bb as ma bro ask me to find his stylus dopod..fuuh mane agknye nk gy dpt..brr again ma cookies l8er then i will do it..my interview i think 2mrw lah pls dyeuh!!!wake up!!n planning goin for bowling in one of these days..which i dunnoe wen..nana, syam dh ok,nadia lum lang si naz ntah biler die free..biaselah dektu...susah sikit nk cnfirm.. n now i guess im lazy yto mandi skrg. so nt miting nunu lah..haha..fickle minded nye org.. so kul 4 + taking ma bath then off to bb ..i ask nana toaccmpany to find this thingy at anyhandphone shop lah...then cn visit my cute little niece syai..miss her loads..k lah g2g.. Labels: crazier, u make me go crazier back to top?
@ 2:43 AM my Special Frens There are so many things I'd like to say. But that would take me all day. Now I wonder where to start. Guess I'll say whats in my heart. There is one thing I know that's true. I'm so blessed to have a friend like you. Thanks for always being there. And showing me how much you care. As my new life starts to unfold, And I am learning how to take hold. There are times I don't know what to do, But I know I can always turn to you. Our friendship is one of a kind, One most people never find. I never knew from the start, Just how much you would touch my heart. I'm so glad you came into my life, You have filled it with so much delight. The connection we have, was not planned. But it is there every time you hold my hand. I love the way you turn on your charm, Every time you hold me in your arms. And the sparkle in your eyes I see. So while we wait to see if this is right. I'll enjoy the way you hold me at night .If the time ever come for us to part, You'll always be right here in my heart. You'll always be my best friend, Forever and always until the end. Labels: eh2..mate dh ngantok nies..sok interview back to top?
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 4:10 PM bored at home hmm now all alone at home..family goes to jb without me..nvm as long ma bro is outs..if nt iam fucking fed up wif hym...nw tgh on9 chat wif ma darls shessyah n nana..n just added kamal on msn..haha..damn funny lah he...haish yesterday went out biase jgk lepak wif them..@ 142 bb..tok n tok..n me was laughing all by maself as me nunu n sophie was talking abt the nyte we lepak at SV..lipas terbang sane sini..smpi terjatuh2 terpekik2...haish..i guess i will be just sitting home making cookies for ma nephews n sis n nt frgetting for his atok..hah so random kan..strictly for atok jek..mcm paham kan..bialah ... i guess tmrw i wanna go to ct hol for the interview lah...wahliao cnnt wait oreadie.. haish..n guess wat im strting to miss hym..mepek kan??padehal smlm aru tgk muke die n now..nt even 1 day had passed..just a few hours ago... Labels: i miss u arsehole.. back to top?
Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 3:15 PM hey this gonna b ma anther new blog hmm woh its been a while this blog i abandon it ..haha..even i 've chnged ma blog add frm miss mondok.blogspot.com to this...i read ma older post n i laugh ma ass out seeing ma kentalan post n pics...haish..so much chnged to me..woh...now imjust waiting for the tyme to mit nana n syam at bb...woh nie last min nadia ckp we nid not follow her..haiyer..k g2g.. Labels: excited for this new blog.. back to top?