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 Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 11:49 PMmissed comic strip perfrmance..off to imm
supposed to go esplanade to wtch cmic strip perfrmance.. but yet.. i ccancel it... since atinton cnnt go ut due to her project.. pfft!nvm.. so ya have been chatting wif nana at msn.. ended up went to imm.. hmmph..if nt i cn go wit aman n kamal..bt becos ma prepaid low kan.. cn frget abt the idea...DYEUH! so ya round abt at imm..dh mcm tkde arah tujuan! bahXx.. hmm..nana u gt like 1 more day to go b4 u werk..no left me alone... haiyer... now ma mind tybe2 blank... till then lah... NAZRIN SHAH u've been MISSED! bz ngn gay partner lah tu..  Labels: 12 more days back to top? |
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Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 2:00 AM job!!!
1stly i wanna find a stable job!.. n u guys stp sying nurse eh..if ma hati dh terbuke..i will i nid to save2 money... actuallie im reallie nt sure nk amek car or bike.. wen i heard the stry of nurul huda fren who had just passed away.. cos of mtr accident.. im scred n sad oreadie... beh jusst nw while i was holding ma bro car keys mcm nk kerete lak kan.. ma bro even ask me to tke car license rather than bike.. waaaahhhhh so CONFUSE!! cn u frens help me?? if i set up ma mind to tke bike then i cud tke it wif aman n gf tis july... argh!! Labels: i wanna hug u tightly cn? back to top? |
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Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 11:30 PM im in luv with this song..hear it!!
wen i hear this song..i cn just feel hw im gonna miss hym l8er wen he's goin for NS.. argh!!sape nk lyn BACEN lagik kalau bkn SKUNK?pfft.. Labels: haiz.... back to top? |
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 9:20 PM special fren..syg u !
 haish just get back frm mitin hym...cos i lend ma lappy to hym... he's comp is spoiled again.. so ya...:) he wans to go jb with his gay prtner haziq.. BAhXx.. n wen i say u be a mat jb oso gd lah.. he bising.. he said faizal pegy u nvr say anitin n blalala... wah..he said he go onli to buy ciggie n isi minyak pun slh... padehal i nvr say anitin sei .. u arh..mcm2 jek eh.. beh he let hear ma song yg dayah.. i said bluetooth it to me.. die buat dek jek... wen i just strted to hear the song.. i like curious asl suare vocalist lain sei he said ape jek go n hear the song n youtube..pape jek... beh wen i wanna walk off he said dayah... weni turn die buat dek... then he kol me again i turn then he said... actuallie the song lain cos he sang it.... i was like Aww...im so touched.. he sang tat song ... haish.. Syg u loads... ma special fren NAAZ!! to :Sophie  Labels: head over heels... back to top? |
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@ 2:15 AM ouh damn..he's mad at me...
 firstly i wud like to say sorry to hym..:( it was a miscommunication ma dear.. i didnt meant it ok i confess i did think u r like tat... but remember wat i told u? if i were to think u like tat i wud leave u long long tyme ago... but i just have the faith n believe in u... i did apologise n now i just let u cool dwn first... i noe u wud nt be mad at me for tat long as u tld me b4... k so much abt tat..went prwn fishing just nw...kamal lmbt!!pfft!! hmm aman brought along nadia..his gf.. nice meeting her... so ya took the bus.. damn all i cn say prwn fishing .. u nid is patience... we onli manage to catch 3 prwns.. 2 from nadia &1 frm aman none frm kamal n me actuallie i ALMOST caught big one!!but it slipped away.. damn! nvm..so we went to puppy shop as nadia wans to checkout sum dogs then we took cab to lot 1... frm there i be;ah n off to bb to mit ma lesbain prtner!!nana..hehe tis tyme syamiro pun ade... so ya as wat planned we went to pasar mlm then lepak at blok 19+ tok nonsence especailly abt the gala thingy go fishing n blalala nonsence idea kan nana?(giggle) hmm..soon after... naz came... n i strted ma bisu again.. he knoes ma reason so ya its ok... im hepi for hym.. get to see some chnges.. now its ma turn to chnge for the better... as wat i planned b4... (Slowly eh) around 2330 hrs went off..evrybdy was looking tired .. so ya.. just finish msging wif hym since after had tis miscommunication haish.. i hate it wen we fought..!! have a gd slip ma DArl.. k everybdy ma eyes oso stoning oreadie... assalamualaikum..  Labels: im sorry ma dear..didnt meant it back to top? |
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Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 1:20 AM sorry for nt updating tis few days
hmm..been a lil lazy tis few days to update hahaha...bahX..sorry guys! hmm so ya wat i've been doin since the last post which was i think on wed kan? erm k2 thurs..i went for an interview then met kamal aman n nunu @ cck fri which was ysterday..woke up fucking early to accmpny a fren pf mine to ite dover to collect award then off to vivo then lot1..hehe gt to wash eye ..i just love to c tat haikel smile..*melts* n lastly tday i went out wif ma fam..went to golden mile then eat @boon keng.. so ya..i just cnnt wait for mon..as i gt plans with the two bois(aman n kamal) they wanna go prawn fishing better than stying at home kan? mostly after tat miting nana @bb lor... june is cuming ouh god... i think ma family is planning to go for a hols... hope nt too late for me to spend tyme wif hym !! ouh gosh..19 more days.. the day is finaalllly cming.. kiut isnt she? Labels: come closer... back to top? |
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 11:32 PM wah liao kene buli by hym..
hmm went to school tday... again i wud like to apologise to RUZAINAH BTE RAHMAT sorry i nvr tell u went wif hym... last min he pm me kat msn .. tght he buat bdh jek.. but nvm i nvr go wif u pun dh kene torcher ngn die so called a balasan lah k... hehehe so ya been waiting for his sms wether he cn go wif me or nt at last he on9.. he nvrm pm at all... wah i was so frust oreadie like stress hw to go without any money...ouh gosh... but at last 1300hrs he pm me b4 he went off9 asking me to siap n he willpick me up to go to school n tke the certs.. ape lagik i was like lipas kodong cpt2 mandi.. grr.. met hym at the bustp at1330hrs gytu.. then off to ite simei!! wen reached there straight to Cvc eh..agknye arh tu then we went up to level 6 to tke our transcript lak... naseb nvr saw ani lecturers... if nt..surely they will ask werking oreadie? hahaha then he asked me y i mati2 wans to go wif hym bcos i like financial arh he gt the cheek to say "alamak kalau tidak leh ku tngkap chicks kalau sorg2" then i jwb senang jek" kite jalan jauh2 arh" btol pe?if nt gy jek lah kt chicks ape2 jek.. theen after tat he wans to eat so we went to cafe 1.. he bght for me ice milo eventgh i said i dun wany drink or food! stubborn! beh frce me to eat if nt i go hme alone... as i said i kene bully by hym.. all i cn do is smile.. then wen ma eyes looking around for anibdy i noe he thght i cuci mate with the mats2 .. ASSUME LAGIK! unfortunately i onli saw Nasrullah tu pun he didnt recgnise me..haiyer..so i just give hym a wave n smile.. tupun he said asl lambai jek gy arh ddk ngn kwn2 die skali... u c crikpsl kan? as usual i just give hym a smile niat hati if cn nak ajek terkam or gigit!! tkpe psl he help me kan.. SABAH!!! thnks nazrin shah!! (syg die) hmm ya actuallie plan nk surprise birthday boi.. beh die kua lak...but nvm..tmrw eh kamal! gy "jogging" hehehe... Labels: r we or nt? back to top? |
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@ 11:32 AM HEAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMAL!
 HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY KAMAL CASABLANCA! MAY ALL UR WISHES N DREAMS COME TRUE BRO!! DH 2O SEN KAN..MUAHAHAHA N COUNTING DWN U STILL HAVE 23 DAYS B4 U GO NS... ALL E BEST N THNKS FOR UR LISTENING EARS!! Labels: HEARTACHE back to top? |
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 12:19 AM k now im lying on ma bed just chatting wif ma old primary sch fren habiel..haha cos our stories were stuck as i was bz doin sumtyn he said he will be sleeping late ended up..he gtg... mcm paham kan ko biel.. beh gy skolah bkn nk blaja... lepak kacau2 org,dgr lagu siow arh gy blaja dun waste ur tyme... hmm k so much abt tat... as usual styed at home... dh hommie person mah... actuallie supposed to go for an interview at strbucks bt she cncel it as she gt sum probs so ya its ok shub be tday we will be goin... n i just applied two positions usher n sales associates for the upcoming resort world @sentosa... but i hope i will get any job lah.. cn die stying at home... hmmm  actuallie tday i was so pissed off wif a prents.. ergh... lazy to typelah i just wanna frget abt it...n now is a whole new day for me... haish n syafilla just msg me if i wanna go overseas this june .. nt sure yet where to.. she will kol me tmrw .. i'll be waiting!!! dhlah i g2g...nth to update abt... Labels: counting dwn..24 more days to go b4 u go in..waa back to top? |
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Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 6:16 PM wah so confused....
wah i just gt a nagged from ma bff ergh i udrstnd wat u meant... it is for ma own good.. dun werry i will know how to take care of maself ok i noe one day i will b hurt.. but criously I WILL NOE HW TO TKE CARE OF MASELF... TRUST ME!! u just pray for me lah... now i like tgh observe .. cos he slowly like strting to realise slowly so just pray for me k... tat he will remains like this n strt waking up... i reallie appreciate for ur concern... k.. Labels: i noe its ma fault as i do it on ma own accrd... back to top? |
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@ 1:10 AM redbull motorcross
 just got back frm home.. e redbull motorcross...wee!! nseb dpt pegy... so hepi abt it..thnks to nana for accmpnying me.. met the rest at there... lily,jas,skunk, nad n hilmi... it was so crowded... but criously the motorcross boy makes me wanna find any guy who have scram.. it was like fucking hot anyway i do have a fetish for scram guys... haha but just fetish kalau dpt kirekn bonus lah... but nvm i still syg ma skunk no matter wat...(giggle) hmm so wen reached there nad kol skunk to meet us aniwhere n bring us to lily lah... so ya wen we were waiting for hym i dun realise the next moment he was actuallie bside me... haha then he brght us to lily... he seems to be very quiet tnite... haha nvm...we didnt even tok... but i did msg hym after tat as i saw sumbdy  haha so i msg hym arh saying tat i saw his admirer.. then he like mengamuk sei ckp jgn mepeklah so ya i apologise.. cos i dun wanna have any tiffs...lah beh we just cntinue msg for a while n i just asked hym to go n eat... he said he is tired too like me.. so ya skali bump into nana's abg sdre... then went home wif them lah.. criously feel like nk go out but wen nk alek tu kan mcm mls gytu... saw issyah wan n faruq too... pfft .. just watever to them lah... haiyer dunnoe wat to say lah kan.. n to a fren of mine..dunnoe wats wrng wif her..if i did sumtyn wrng ..i apologise lah.. i feel so turn off wen u say like u dunnoe if u shud invite me or nt.. wat did do wrng to u sia? to ma dear lily.. thnks for the necklace frm bali.. so sweet of u.. Labels: im prying u wil remain like this...realising hw much u meant to me for the 2 years.. back to top? |
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Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 12:43 PM tired sleepy SIMPLY EVERYTHING
hmm slept @ 5am just nw...n i was awake @o944hrs..n now im sleepy back i think i nid my sleep bck... the day b4 tat i oso slept late 3 am but awake at 10+.. i dunnoe hw this few days i cud wake up tis early.. if nt i am still sleeping this tyming... but criously after this blogging i wann a gt to sleep bck... so ystrday nth much...went out with ma 3rd bro n sis in law antar mirza then we went to tuas as ma sis wanna tke her things at her old werkplace... then off to JP.. ma bro treat us anderson denmArk ice cream.. *YUMMYLICIOUS!* then its 1700hrs fetch mirza at bb east then lepak jap at kak linda's jiran house.. hmmm then at 2045hrs i went for a jog..the nyte was so windy.. so nice to jog... teh went hme watch erlin montel the took ma shower!! im so sleepy by then but i cntinue ma daily routine... online..chatted with some fren... @ 0102 am i met penyapu... till 0500hrs... we had really a gd chat n stuffs.. everything was let out... frm hw i hated hym so much..n till now... for two years ... haish...  Labels: u touched ma heart.. back to top? |
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 2:02 AM u just realise?
ouh god now im chatting wif hym ya i noe i shudnt have.. pfft.. but it happened oreadie.. grr.. n he just realise? u reallie nid an upgrade on ur memory stick! ade hati nk ckp .. old in the brain n young physically.. shyt u.. im gonna give u how many days i swear u gonna frget everything wat we have just tok abt so nth is gonna chnge?! ergh!! just read the conversationlah eh.. here it goess... if the top is his means he yg send to me n the mine is on top its means im the one ok..guys EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) saket? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! erm knape EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) ape yang knape? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! yelah ku sket .. (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ade masalah ke EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) datang bulan ehk? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! dhbes lah EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) oh.... (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! asl nie tye2 nie bnde sume EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) post (datang bulan) (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! asl ko ckp gynie (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! so u trying to say i pms arh EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) tkd...cume u easily get aggitated je EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) why? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! dun assume cn (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! im nt ok (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ku restless psl im sick again (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! b4 tis aru sick beh sick again (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! too much thinking EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) thinking of? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! do u care to noe? EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) dayah... EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) all this while i do... (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ouh ok (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! then gd lah EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) start? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ape yg strt ? EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) wat uve been thinking? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! err let me maself solve it n do sum soul searchin EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) but cn i noe what issit all about? EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) u?family?me?us?them?we all?all of us? EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) everyone? EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) everyonesle? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! if i give e ans (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! its too straight frwrd (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! pls let me maself solve it (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! its onli maself (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! hu have e ans EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) give me clues so i wudnt be kept in the dark (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! uss?u? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! dunoelah EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) wat about us? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! as i said let me do the thinking n solve it maself EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) y cant we think and solve together? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! i dun think (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! so (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! let just me do the thinking n have e ans ma self EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) hmm..i guessed u must have found ur one ready... EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) its ok.. EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) but he must take good care of you EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) orelse... EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) i will get him (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! no (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! i havent found anibdy EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) hmm... (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! grr (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! do ur own thinking lah EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) mrr (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! grr!!! EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) mrr!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! grr!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! wat made u think i found the one? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! u siow arh EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) no... EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) cos uve been keeping a distance from me...so i ASSUMED that u may have (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ouh y u said i keeping a distance frm u eh EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) dah tk mxg jumpe etc (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! tk u think alek eh (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! sape yg tk msg ? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! sape yg tknk jmpe? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ajk jmpe?boring kan EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) i guess both of us EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) ur still mad that i didnt get to see you (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! tklah im hepi... (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! cos it hurts me lah wen u said lepak jek mak aii boring (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! u nvr said tat b4 ok (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! dulu lepak asl tk ckp boring EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) i was kidding.. EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) maybe i went overboard EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) im sorry dayah (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! tkpelah naz...im used to it (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! lagik pun u been bz EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) too buzy to neglect u?... EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) no! EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) its just sometimes im forgetfull person (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ya 128 mb kan (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! go n upgrade lah (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! dayah jgk u frget EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) not only you...even mothers day EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) even my bike even kalo bleh diri aku bleh lupe pon dah terrlupe (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! u r.... EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) tk tau (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! then u nid a pda or alarm issit to rremind u EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) forget ah (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ur dementia (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! dh mcm prg tue EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) im old but young (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! old at the brain (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! physically young (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! grr (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! nseb tk lupe nk mandi mkn sume kan EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) ehk bleh terlupe mandi then aku kuar je EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) hahaha (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! skunk biaselah (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! busuk slalu EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) bachin ape kurangnye (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! eh at least sblum kua mandi jgk eh (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! tk mcm skunk (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! cnfrm i give u how many days i swear u gonna frget wat we have justtok abt! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! so nth gonna cnhge EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) cos i dun get mad at you for long (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! wat do u mean? (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! so u r mad at me issit EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) nope (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! then wat do u mean EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) not anymore cos u tok to me which made me feel really happy that u did not forget me or neglectme (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! i dun but u r (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! so b4 tis u r mad at me? EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) nah.. EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) never was (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! u sure?.. (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! wat if i neglect u one day? EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) i maybe dead EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) maybe.... (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! ya ryte EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) haha EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) mane tau (R)dyeuhPelangi(R)
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EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! i owaes have the thinking im nt impt to u (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! tat will nt fade away EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) dengar jugak lagu dayah~ (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! asl tkleh ke dgr (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! haha aniways i gt secret but cnnt tell u (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! haha (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! meant to be a secret (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! i done sumtyn which involves u n me (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! hahaha (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! funny EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) uve been doin things about us for like (years) ready EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) yet i found out sooner or later EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) ahah (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! no u wont (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! trust me!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! its nt sumtyn u will get (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! or c it personally (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! try me! EH Si PeNyaPU NiE!!!!!!! (R)dyeuhPelangi(R) let god decide |
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009 @ 11:08 PM sick again
tday as usual as i said i have no loife..ma loife is all abt ma lappy n hp..haha..but tday met with a gf of mine...AINN..hehe huda cnnt make it as she has no mood.. so ya ainn came to ma cribs as ma im all alone at home...hmm biaselah kene tinggal..ma family went to jb while ma 3rd bro went to ubi to anuh his car... so ainn came around 1540+hrs i guess... hmm.. talk n talk abt the problems we had.. of course girls talk oso mah.. hmm n now i m sick again... nana said due too much thinking.. ma sis in law are thinking..saket rindu... naughty2 eh.. n btw just nw i went to makemebabies.com no werk to do oreadie.. so ya...n ma babies totally diff frm ma face... more to hym... haha dark skin..features followed hym too.. wth?! aniways tat one all nt true lah kan...haha k lah g2g...nw im having sum chat with ma 2 sis in laws..haha chiows...  Labels: blank... back to top? |
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Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 11:49 PM c how beautiful the full moon tnite been admiring it.. yet nw im feeling so dwn..but im trying to be ok insyallah... just remember the tyme we sat n wtch the full moon tgether.. i miss those tymes.. where u will always by my side.. but nw everything i cud do is wait for u which is nt worth? like ma fren said "good things will come our way if we have the patience " ....some pple believe but for me this is nt the first bt the second so i dun believe it.. everybdy has a limit to their patience... eventually u will nt be surprised if im dwn wif depression one day... ya i noe i kip hearing im still young..blalala who the hell dun wan happiness?? i c ma frens out there wif their loved ones..so hepily while me.. nth? i noe eventgh they r hepi they have some probs to go thru which tat is part n parcel of relationships issnt it? aargh!! i nid a break pls... Labels: stressing out maself..i noe i cn do it..god pls lead me.. back to top? |
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@ 5:11 PM ma deep feelings pours out..
criously i think its the best i will slowly tke the love out of ma heart for u... before anitin werst to me happens i think i wil slowly.. planning to chnge ma num after this.. so no more of ur memories will remains tat was all just empty werds... u just have no feelings on how ma love for u wen u nid me u will come to me wen u need nt.. u will not find me... its like u mking use of me... c how stupid n nice i am to fall for ur sweet mutha fucker werds.. i dunnoe if u was a nice boy or nt.. maybe yes maybe no..? god pls help me be strng.. i dunnoe if all this while were u sincere being wif me.. Labels: thnks zharif 4 the advice.. :) back to top? |
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Saturday, May 09, 2009 @ 11:51 PM mentally n physically drained
 the super tired face lily's dad is reallie cute dancing,,,singing...haha..ade die ckp i lembab nk bukak gule2nye tu nye psl.. the first fresh facejust reached home frm kak maya's wedding at gmbak... now im like shagged to e max.. ape tk ysterday slept at 5 am..woke up at 1030hrs.. n guess wat who overslept?nana!!muahaha.. keep reminding me ysterday ended up she yg late..so klua kul 1235hrs took 176 as usual n off to blok 168 to wait for nana..mcm princess kan die.. so reached at lily's block at 1300hrs+++..tk tgk jam lak lah kn.. letak bnde kt umah lily's dulu then we mkn n off to the kendarat thingy.. nana cnt wait onli for the escort to come onli haha.. dh gatal..muahaha.. haish... dh evening kit..i msg hym.. but he dunnoe actuallie i was there.. cos he was invited lah but he was at home..doin nth... so msg2 hym asking hym is he avoiding me or sumtyn like now its hard to mit hym like we used to...he said he was bz a lil.. then i said i wann 2 spend tyme wif hym by hook or crook!.. he tght i was goin sumwhere..duhh it was u!! i was quiet all this while... gt the cheek to lie to me sumore??oct eh...? wen i asked u to prove to me by showing the letter aru nk mengaku.. then angry wif the person who told me?! no need nt imprtant wen i said i brb msg u later a lil sis wedding out of nowhere i saw u at the across blok.. then u walked away... for all i care.. step dunnoe n i make a move as i m tired !!! reallie..as i said peace no war i dun wanna have any tiff wif u for this such small matter abt who told me abt u goin for ns...  Labels: tired to max lah dey... back to top? |
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@ 4:15 AM gt a wedding to attend n yet im still nt asleep..
 haish have to meet nana at 1300hrs at her block n i still nt asleep yet sei!!ouh god i hope i cn wake up u c... tend to wake up late tis few days..argh!! set alarm !!1030hrs!! hmm so styed at home the whole day .. n i gt sum secrets too tday.. thnks babe..u noe who u r... dun werry i will tc of maself... i noe his like tat .. wat to do..guys mah.. hmm... thnks for the exchange stries n stuffs..tk sangke kan .. random topics n the stry r outs.. hmm.. so ya i guess i have decided wat to wear... cnfrm i will be zombie.. hahaks.. nana u too..lum tdo eh...ngn syam lagik..ape buat?!!(kening naik2) hehe..now just randomly listening to music.. n gosh..i missed hym !! like he's nt on9 for two days liao.. so ya.. sebok ngn die nye melleisha lah tu.. biakan lah eh..u gt like a month n 3 days b4 u goin n still i act dunnoe ... no matter wat i wanna spend sum quality tyme wif u if cn lah eh b4 u go...*sobsob* nnti sape nklyn slenge bacen ku nie kalau bkn ko? haha.. klah g2g.. give me a few mins i guess n i will sleep?! hmmm...  |
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Friday, May 08, 2009 @ 1:40 PM tis was 6 years ago...
 found tis pic at facebook..haha so long i didnt even noe where i put tis pic... c ma kental face..in sec 1!!so innocent ryte? sorry the pic is to small to be seen..so click on the photo to c more bigger k!! back to top? |
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Thursday, May 07, 2009 @ 1:58 AM i just nid u guys to noe hw much u all meant to me..
the love of a friend! The love of a friend knows no bound, They pick you up when you fall to the ground. They are timeless to all of your pain, Moving from the slow to the fast lane. Friends are needed and you are mine. You are good to me. A friend who loves you is always there, Constantly letting you know they care. They make you smile when you feel blue, Helping you with whats wrong, what is true. Friends are needed and you are mine. You are good to me. True friends help when you need them most, There never far when you need them close. They know your life inside and out, Seeing your potential they never see doubt. Friends are needed and you are mine. You are good to me. <3dedicated> nana-thnks for being ma listening ears n mking me smile wif ur sillyness nad-thnks for always being there for me weni nid sum advices.. naz-thnks for being my special fren n the warmness u put in my heart.. lily-thnks for being there wen i nid u n laughter.. nunu nirara-thnks for the baju wen i nid to borrow n by ma side sophie-altgh we r nt tat close..but i regard u as ma sis lah beb.. huda -yesh u have been tolerating wif ma nonsence for like 7 years!thnks for ur patience ainn-hmm ..altgh hw bz u r now..u still make tyme for us to mit.. Labels: love u all very much..thnks ... back to top? |
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @ 1:15 AM i wudnt think there is such boys wanna do this song..title ma name lak tu..
haha tis song skunk sent it to me thru on9..i thght pe lah kan..but it was a song n title DAYAH..yes ma name..like so touching ryte......hmm the lyrics is so meaningful back to top? |
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@ 12:10 AM im so lethargic tat i cnt do anitin..
tday im such a lazy bumz... i slept @7am just nw..i cnt sleep ysterday woke up @1500hrs just nw.. ma activity for tday is SLEEP ,WAKE UP, SLEEP.. ma bdy is like tk bermaye... i cn t do anitin..feel so hopeless... n ma mum cooked kari kmbing..aiyer tekak ngh loyer nie..i wan soup!! but i tk slhkan..cume ngh pms so mcm a lil pissed off.. ma mood went up n dwn.. sorry guys... hmm tmrw is ma grad. ceremony n im nt goin just lazy lah.. supposed to mit sheesyah but nt sure ehk..cos she gt a lil probs... so ya now me n nana is stress abt wat to wear for lily's sis wedding... n guess wat ... i dunnoelah i feel like wanna go geylang... buy sum book related to islam.. n i wanna strt ma prayers back.. i dunnoe y.. meabe god has open ma heart ? or tyme to TAUBAT? hmm all i cn say all e best to me... i noe its like kinda of suddenly or wat but.. i just dunnoe... will tke it slowly lah.. hope god will guide me thru... hmmm haha y the suddenly i chnge ma blog to private? cos i wanna make tis a let out ma feelings diary tat he wont noe.. as i noe he wud read ma blog... as u cn c from the previous blog the conversation wif hym.. his "fren" refering to me thgh INDIRECT WAY! duhh..haish a DiaRY TO ME.. perhaps nt all i cn share it wif u dear skunk.. sumtymes i wud like to kip to myself rather than u noe it i noe some pple wud say it is stupid not to let hym noe wat is deep inside .. but different pple different ways so tat is ma way.. so much abt tat.. ysterday suddenly wanna watch an old romantic movie.. A WALK TO REMEMber.. its a sad n rmntic movie..n shane west is so cute... ouh gosh... i cried while wtching it as mndy moore died after she gt mrried to shane west.. haish.. all i noe mandy moore have this FAITH in hym.. so go n watch it pple!!  Labels: missing the days ...wif u back to top? |
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Tuesday, May 05, 2009 @ 12:53 AM i find this meaningful
I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you And I will never find another lovermore precious than you, more precious than you Cause girl you are Close to me you like my mother, close to me you're like my father Close to me you're like my sister, close to me you're like my brother You are the only one, my everythingAnd to you this song I sing All my lifeI prayed for someone like youAnd I thank God, that I, that I finally found you All my life, I prayed for someone like you I hope that you feel the same way too Yes I pray that you do love me toI promise to never fall in loveWith a stranger You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above For sending me your loveI cherish every hug I really love you You're everything I ever knowWhen you smile my face always seems to glow You turned my life around,you picked me up when I was down And I hope that you feel the same way tooYes, I pray that you do love me too,And all my life..........
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