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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 3:57 PM no one knows wat im into you cause u'll nvr noe wat its like to walk in our shoes n no one knows the things we've been thru cn nvr measure up to half of wat i put you thru Labels: biggest mistake back to top?
@ 12:38 AM ko phm tk ku dh MLS for now i wanna run run away thurs here i come! DRINK DRANK DRUNK!! DBLE O! Labels: get HIGH back to top?
Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 10:28 AM wide awake @ 0820 gytu wen ma hp was ringing nana give me a miss kol n he msg me... kip denying huh u r in cmp wit pak pong hmm now i gt to noe.. BahXx u cnnt lie to me :P Labels: c i gt to noe th truth back to top?
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 10:17 PM hey im now like werried... he's at sgh.. his still sick.. argh! thnk u very much PakPong! it is much appreciated he kol me to tell abt it since pakpong accmpny hym ouh god.. hope everything is gonna be ok! *amin* Labels: werry very very very much back to top?
Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 5:05 PM wat kind of girl am i? i guess im e girl who is stupid for being too nice.. im nt refering to ANYBODY abt tis matter i just wanna let out wat is in inside ma hart.. pls dun assume for e pple out there am i too nice to pple? am i too patience eventgh pple wud treat me like wat? am i stupid to just keep quiet? wtf! -maebe im just a fool -too ugly -too fat -too soft hearted ........ i just THINK I nid a fucking WAKE UP CALL! Labels: stupid me back to top?
@ 2:59 AM tis hug are for dear frens: -nunu nirara -huda -ainn nunu:dun werry nunu..cheer up!dun stress out urself sgt k..i noe u love hym so much..just hold on b strng..if u feellike crying..just cry ur heart out..u will feel betta k.. huda:i noe again & again the same thing happen..do wats best for u..i noe u r a strng gerl deep inside as i known u for 8 years..duhh.. ainn:wow tis is such a great challenge for u..i noe its sensitive issue for u..but i guess he is tersepit kt tgh2..so ya..he loves u n his dad..but i feel wat he said to u..he just said out of anger or maebe he dunnoe wat is he thinking..dh stress sgt..so just give a few days n stuff..ok bebeh..anitin beeps me... back to top?
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 11:51 PM haha waited for like 4 hours for tis syam to book out... nsebkan nana...im wif u..if nt how?u wait alone? hope u like the cute ring i gave u haha! n syam stop koling me aksyen k since i didnt bght for u anitin while i was @ melaka.. BahXx.. so met nana at bb MRT..around 2+ then straight to JP... just walk around there.. since nana gt her salary so like she tempted to but things but some dh tkde size lah ape2 kesian tkpe2 mon eh i accmpny u go shoppin! i've been stpping her nt to shop for anitin wait till mon... as we r goin town wat... so just wait ok nana!! ya waited for syam n ended up he arrived around 6pm.. damn u..give wrng info.. haha bt nvm its ok.. BTW hope u get well soon ok skunk BahXx...cian die tulang mcm nk patah eh.. haha tulah sbelum msuk, jln sikit dh byk cmplaint kan nie NS rasekan kene lari,marching sume.. bt watever it is.. for the bois... u cn do it!! just bare wif it k... sooner or later u will get used to it.. k dudes! Labels: smile back to top?
Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 11:32 PM k pple i've made up ma mind! im gonna join nicole agency as a prt tyme nurse.. so now i just need to do ma SNB n do e registration n blablabla.. so u ALL nid nt werry abt me ok.. dun membebel at me! bahXx.. k its like tmrw the bois will book out.. haha to nana:like finally kan? so ya gonna mit nana tmrw go b.lay since they have tis tok at SAFTI.. hahaX cos its been a while nvr mit nana n i nid to give her the ring i made for herr... n lastly thnnks kak nurwati, tat is ma previous patient form wrd 41.. i just received ur wedding kad.. insyallah i will come down aites! so ya... Labels: yeah yeah back to top?
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 11:46 PM phew ma eyes r now nt swollen animore... i hate crying.. it seems i look ok..but im nt too much of issues in my brain.. had a fight wif ma bro n now we r nt talking wit each other.. the words u said to me really pissed me off thought u r the bro which i cn rely on bt now.. i think my perception has gone .. the helps i've done for u seems to b nth.. im nt trying to ungkit but urgh i dunnoe arh.. it reallie made me fucked up wen u say those werds k fine im rude to u.. tats wat u think.. watever it is.. i dunnoe wen tis will end... i cn be stubborn if u want to.. no matter hw rude i am i still have the respect nt to ans u back.. sometymes i dunnoe y im too kind.. i wan to fight back..but it is just ma inner self .. thnks to jill n qeen at least they made ma day just nw.. meeting me n laughing tgether.. now its like 1 more day b4 he books out! *big hug to u both!* Labels: breakdwn back to top?
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 10:24 PM haha its so complicated now.. all this while is she making up stories or wat? wah so complicated u noe... two diferent stry... haiz watever it is i dun wan to think abt it.. k fine im bz otp now.. so ya bye! Labels: clueless back to top?
@ 12:05 AM here is the rest of the PIxTures let the pix do e talking bebeh.. while waiting for ma 1st bro @ gelang ptah just arrived at malacca,nk gy mkn wif ma 1st sis in law at the hotel! ngn kak linda of cos! c lah ma 3rd bro! c the evil face of ma bro!BahXx.. @ dataran pahlawan me wif ma sis in laws @stadhuys e place where we have our melalak session last day b4 we went off (look @ me dh mcm itu ma anak kan?) n lastly..altgh i nvr get to c n went there.. but i was like argh!!!wen i c this photo.. tadaa!!look @ tat display!tat is like ma freaking dream bike!aargh!! haish wat to do..hw i wish i were there at sepang!damn! actuallie there is more pics but.. tkkn sume nk letak kt sini kan.. it will nvr end .. Labels: wah ma dream is owaes abt u again n again aiyo back to top?
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 3:32 AM deep inside ma stone heart i cn't deny i do miss hym -miss his smile -miss his laughter -miss his voice -miss the way he tease me -miss pinching him.. Labels: insomnia again back to top?
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 12:05 AM aargh!it's like 4 more days b4 transformer -revenge of the fallen will be out in the cinemas!! i gotta catch it! & LASTLY hepi 21st birthday kama!! dh tue eh ko!! hahakx.. hope u enjoying ur tyme @ phuket now! back to top?
Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 2:11 PM hmm..been sitting at home.. tis few things keep running thru ma head.. i dunnoe wat is the outcome will be.... hope it will turn out well though been thiinking too much hais.. ysterday gt to meet the gerls.. huda n ain.. catch up a lil been bz with their own life.. so ya.. so much to tok abt.. but we did had a great tyme tgether ysterday.. thnks!! Labels: i am wearing a masquerade with a fake smile and laughter back to top?
Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 12:02 PM ysterday just got home frm ma lil getaway to MELAKA.. as usual..dh mcm tkde tmpt lain nk gy kan? hahaX.. so ya had alot of fun especially wen ma 3rd bro ade kan... went for shopping melalak session n more lah.. we went to sleep @ MAHKOTA .. n at last i grant ma own wish.. dpt SWIMMING!!wee! i noe it sound ridiculous.. bt it's been way too long i nvr went for swimming.. wen jmp into the pool jekan.. like in heaven .. for shopping i went to buy 2 shirts.. n guess wat ?! i've bght a BUTTERFLY dress eh.. repeat tat again.. DYEUH BGHT A BUTTERFLY DRESS! mane nk nmpk dyeuh kai butterfly dress to sleep.. BAhXx. bght a rayban shades.. actuallie dun wan bt since ma sis-in-law(kak ati & kak linda) ask me to but so we all sepasang.. n i gt to eat A&W!! i ate the waffle ice Cream..yummylicious eventually tk habes jgk.. since i was smal.. if i eat waffle mesty tk bes.. hahax.. but i reallie like the place whereby the ktv is is a place located at the jetty.. so we had to take a ride on tis golf car to go till the end of the jetty.. n melaka had their ferris wheel n the heneiken tower yg like kt sentosa .. so here some pics of me n the place.. yg lain is at kak linda cam.. dataran pahlawan(megamall) at the hotel room the view from the KTV to the hotel i sleep in Labels: i will run away as far as i can.. back to top?
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 11:21 PM i wil be away... im supposed to be asleep nw..cos i need to wake up @0445hrs to siap all as i will be away for 3days 2 night.. so ya will be back till wed nyte.. i wanna have a wonderful getaway.. untk tenangkan ma fikiran.. hpefully ya.. cos nw ma mind is reallie like haywire criously.. if anythings weird happens.. korg phm2 jek arh.. especially to ma SPECIAL FRENS.. u shud noe who u r.. (dun say i didnt warn u guys) im so sorry if it happened..* n just nw happened tat i found ma old diary n read abt sumtyn tat i wrote.. during ma ite loife.. n i was loike... erms... dunnoelah.. k lah i g2g .. c u guys on WED nyte i guess? Labels: if it happened, im sorry.. back to top?
Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 1:38 PM tday is the day..sayunye hati.. sobsob like tday ma special fren serving for his NS.. waduh... i feel sumtyn is missing like tat kan.. watever it is i sent the msg to u oreadie dun werry i will pray for u ,insyallah.. n i still dun undrstnd ape yg finally i tok to u normally..? hmm nvm... n KAMAL too..all e best.. jgn lupe cntct ku ehk! so much abt tat... ysterday went to sentosa wif the girls.. a loads of fun.. ended up me n nunu join fia for tanning... mcm nk terbakar sei die nye panas.. dh skrg i a lil gelap.. BAhXx.. then after sentosa went off to cck to teman nunu jap.. went to NORth VAle condo wit her RP classmates they were so kecoh... n lastly supposed to mit kamal bt eventually he go n chnge his sim kad lak kan! brr..so ya ended up @BB.. met nana n make some new frens which is ica n bulan.. so ya now here some pics at sentosa!! Labels: gonna miss ya back to top?
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 11:27 PM sleepy now -_-" just went bck frm yishun wif ma family went to bottle tree n had our dinner near yishun lah.. firstly i slept at 0500hrs just nw as i cnnt sleep.. n now im like fucking sleepy bebeh! tmrw nid to wake up early.. nk go sentosa wif the girls.. as fia wans to do her tanning.. while me nunu ntah eh..maebe play2 water? so ya..miting them @9.20 pm at cck... haiyer.. i havent pack ma things yet ..aiya!! k so ya met hym just nw.. ckp kul 1 kan nk jmpe kt bstp ended up waited form hym almost 1 hour! tunggu kan kt bustp mcm bdk bdh... beh i almost went home.. bt just msg hym tye kt ne.. n guess wat he said he tk jadi ..nk mit kwn die... hw wud u feel if u were in ma shoes during tat tyme? angry ryte?disappointed? nseb i was otp wif nunu wen i was like walking off frm the bstop wndering where i wanna go ended up saw he was like peeping me at me ! grr! i was like mcm nk pukul jek die.. lagik nyanyikan lagu suara(ku berhrap)eh? hmm pndai ... so ya we was like dunnoe where to go.. ended up i just freaking said lets go to zhenghua park.. cos i nvr go b4.. dhlah panas.. waduh..~ nk jln satu hal beh si deknie tk suke jln jauh2..pemls kan ko! so ya sat dwn n nbdy was there except the noise tat is coming from the expressway..hahax.. we tok a lil..but more to his singing session.. n like finally gt to hear lagu dayah which he sang.. lyrics kan asl bleh kentot jek.. bt nvm effort is there.. n he made a song..actuallie he said it was his fren song for tat special someone bt actuallie frm the voice i hear.. i noe its u bebeh.. sorry i've known u for quite somtymes so nid nt lie wif me ok.. bahxX.. beh tok n tok .. after tat he gotta get off eaarly as he wans to meet his frens nvm at least u gt at least spare tyme to meet me at least tats enuf.. went to fajar mcd as i was craving for MCFLURRY! hahaz.. n damn u i feel like strangling u .. ur break is like menyumpah eh .. beh nk mrh2 org..dh sengaje.. slh kan ku jgk lah eh.. pfft! k watever it is.. im ok now!! bck to NORM.. actuallie ma fault lah..i think too much he will be away for 2 weeks till he books out... wah..long kan tu.. k lah tats all..i reallie nid to tuck in now!! Labels: bck to normal bebeh back to top?
@ 8:15 AM slept for like 2 hours+ oni gd mrning evrybdy.. im wide awake @ 0715hrs juz nw as he replied to ma msg n i cnt sleep back i slept @ 0500hrs.. ouh gosh.. lie dwn on ma bed...all i do is toss n turn bt outcome?still nth... wats wrng wif me? suppose to mit hym @ 1200hrs siang kn? but i bargain hym @1300hrs.. so as usualhe will be fetching me 2 bustop.. phew argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! back to top?
@ 1:23 AM i wiill be mitin hym 2day.. im scred i will break dwn.. argh... pls god make me strong.. thnx cuzzie nash..thnx qeen for e advice.. i will spend the tyme wif hym tmrw wisely... back to top?
Sunday, June 07, 2009 @ 2:18 AM 3rd bro turns a year older! Happy 27TH birthday BOY SANGKUENG! Dh tue eh ko..bAHxX.. ku doakan ko agar ko nye kaki leh jalan as per nrmal balek k.. aMin.. sihat & senyum slalu k abg kuz.. back to top?
Thursday, June 04, 2009 @ 11:16 PM im truly sorry girls... hmm first ly i wud like to apologise to fia n nunu!! i didnt mean to buih last min but u noelah... bo pian liao i gt some hard tymes... i'll make up to u guys some other days! SORRY! so tday as ususal been sitting at home jek tis coming sun its gonna be ma 3rd bro birthday!! so ya just went to bpp to order a cake which has a photo of hym since tat tyme he gt mention tat he wans it.. i hope cn cos aunt tu ckp its like too late shud b 3 werking days.. so 2mrw i wud expect a call frm them if it's gonna be ok.. if nt too bad lor.. just have to buy cake biase having ma 2nd day menses cramp hate it grr!! its like gonna be 1 more week.. n tis freaking guy nt readie.. bet give u hw many days extra also u wud never be ready kn? n i better get to hear the song u sang b4 u go hor.. too bad u still stubborn dun wanna bluetooth it to me..nvm!BahxX.. Labels: nausea.. back to top?
Wednesday, June 03, 2009 @ 5:14 AM boys over flowers yah i m stil awake at this tyming... guess wat i've been doin for this few days?.. wtching korea drama series title BOYS OVER FLOWERS.. this drama is freaking great... abt love lah it teaches sacrifices,endurance n patience twrds ur loved ones.. haish.. sumtymes i wud cry,smile by maself if NT angry..tis wat i did wen wtching this drama ysterday i slept @9am.. crazy ryte just to ctch up tis korean drama.. n now at last n finally!! finished all the episodes..phew n im freaking in love with this two korean bois.. Labels: aargh, its like freaking 9 more days left back to top?
Monday, June 01, 2009 @ 12:40 AM miss it hmm just watched some random vdeos at FB.. n im fucking miss ma goin to school as a nursing student.. i reallie missed those days... argh!!simply everything lah.. haish..k frget abt tat nana wil strt her 1st day in hw many hours tyme ..all e best ma lesbo!! u cn do it! everybdy has been strting to werk except me..haha tmrw as planned meeting sheeqeen with jill n a fren of his n hopefully ain will tag along too! meething the bois at CT hall.. then dunnoe nk go where since sheeqeen wans to shopp... hahax.. actuallie i dun wan..mcm mls gytu beh si sheeqeen pAncing me die ckp she will blanje lah beh die bwk cam die DSLR KE APE.. lupe arh.. i fucking wanna try tis cam..!! n ow im having avery bad sore throat..aargh!! hate it..+ nausea lagik..shoots! i will update it tnite with pics aite! to SOphie: cheer up ma dear frens.. things will get better in tyme.. be strng k..! he's just a jerk.. to ain & adidy! Labels: im sick back to top?