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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 11:43 PM
k i swear ma eyes to shut in tis few mins..
just nw werk wit syazwan..1630hours-2030hours
hahax
he's a quiet guy bt
he ok lah like finally gt the chnce to tok to hym...
n 16 AUGUST planning to go for a karoake session!
yeah at last !!thnks to syak!
he's e one who is planning for tis..~wee
so ya went home around 2100hours cos i waited for sheenaz...
walk to e mrt n off to home!
reach abt 2200hours
then a fren of mine called..
i feel u ...
dun werry k..u r a strng person..*hugs*
a few mins later SKUNK msg..til 2300hours
haiz...
tmrw will be werking at 1000 till 1700hrs..
after tat most prob miting ma gd fren at jp?
k g2g now...
*yawn*

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just wan to wish ma beloved kak linda a hepi belated birthday!
just terlpas for an hour plus..
mae all ur wishes n dreams cum true kak!
i owe u one present ok..
i promise wen i gt ma pay..
i treat u to manicure tgether n...
a babygift perhaps wen ma newborn niece is cming on november!
k tats abt it..
so tday was very sian for me!
1st tyme station at here
i have to deal with a total of 300+ students alone?
ouh gosh...
bt nseb gt hayati n sheenaz to help me a lil..
*phew*
so finish werk at 1815hours
onli tat i chill with haikal syak fatin n ainn at e pantry..
hahax..laughing all e way with the jokes
syak made...
funny lah tis guy!
then took 178 teman ainn went to tMJ for a while
n wait for ma bro to fetch me at there...
so ya...
around 2140hrs
skunk msg me..!
~wee
he just fward e msg i sent to hym ysterday
'alamk ku rindu ko lah bdh'
nie lagik satu ..
msg2..then he kol me..
talk to for hym for a while then i was like asking
where pakpong,lil princess n bahrudin?!
n ya i have oppurtunity to tok to them..
including commando n Qayuum!
sorry ainn u cnnt get thru me..
ma hp arh if dh senyap..senyap jek
kalau dh bising..bz jek...
aiyo...
then around 2200hrs+
put dwn the phone as he nid to slip
n dunnoe wen he will be booking out
as usual confinement again!
grr!
now chatting wit aman n sophie..
tis aman is tokin no sense n sophie shwing me tis pics
in fb..
haiz...
ma eyes r koling me to shut dwn...




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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
haha been bz werking..tis whole week i will be werking between 0945-1815hrs EXCEPT fri...
friday i will be werking onli for 4 hours..bahxx 1630-2030hrs
and SUNDAY!!i will be having ma test..
have to memorise tis summary of it n i have to announce it infrnt of the audience..
u cn do it dyeuh!!
ysterday was a blast day for me..
i was having ma onjob training with SYAKEEN..
bahxx..known him since he was in ZSS bt
i nvr tok to hym tat much untill ysterday!
he was funny lah ..i was lughing all e way wif hym
talking nonsence..abt our problems..
wat to do kan...
haiz..
ma eyes r droopy now..

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Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
i noe i cn do it deep inside..
im treasuring evrything we had..
im nt doing ANY EMOTIONAL CRAP HERE..
im just pouring out wat is inside ma heart..

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@ 10:03 AM
Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi


Lupakan aku kembali padanya
Aku bukan siapa2 untukmu
Ku cintaimu tak berarti bahwa
Ku harus memilikimu slamanya

Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
Tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian
Aku tak mengerti ini semua harus terjadi

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
k ma eyes now r so droopy...
im tired from werking u c..
altgh just strted n tday is ma 4th day...
haha
cos i;ve been rotting too long..
tats y!
ma leg is aching..have nt enuf sleep...
for the last two days..have been goin out straight after werk..
on fri went to mit nana @ bb
then off to pasir ris..which i didnt plan to go or nt...
to mit our fren n as usual accmpny her to fetch syam..
book oout mah...then after wen to bb again since our BRO KHALISAH nk slack wit us lah kan..
untill around 2330hrs..
beh alek on lappy n i slept at 0100 hrs..which is the sat i was werking @ o900hrs
then ysterday..went home first as aman msg ape plan out of nowhere..
siow boy ryte!?
so i went home first ..bathed n off i went to mit them at padang cck cntral..
around 2000hrs+
went to lot wit tis pakpong n aman...n met nana..
sat outside lot 1..chill while waiting for lily n skunk came..
haiz...then pakpong have to rushed home as he was on mc..
shud sty at home..scred kene chrge kan so ya..
so decided to chill one of the block without aman ..
as he was waiting for dhil..
*phew* aman waiting for dhil..if nt!im finished ..skunk will tell evrything to aman
damn u ..
lepak at one of the blok
they toking nonsence,play taiti(which im stupid at it,cn't deny tat)
went off around 2200hrs as lily cnt go bck late..
haiz..
ape nie jmpe jap jek?mane cukop?
n i had a small tiff skunk..bahXx
bt nw evrything is ok...-_-"

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Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
while im blogging..im reallie sleepy..
just giving maself another few more mins
n i will knock off!
trust me..
since tday i just strted werk u c
so still nt used to it...
but tday was nt bad
overall orientation..n tmrw..
im sure it will be fun!
met some stuff oreadie..
so ya...
will b strting @ 10 am tmrw..
till 1730hrs if im nt wrng...
k lah i think tats abt it..im
crioously cnnt tke it..
knock it off dyeuh

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
yeah im nt asleep yet..
tmrw gt werk kan..
haha
k2 2340hrs i will sleep..
n i just get back ma lappy back from skunk!
~wee!
n i like u noe y ?
cos the keyboard kan smells of hym siak
i noe it sounds freaky..
bt criously it smells of hym..
as wat he said
basking the ambience..
bahxx
haiz..funnylah he..
k2 dh i wanna outs n 10 mins i nid to sleep !

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@ 12:42 AM
i dunnoe if im excited or wat
but tis thurs im goin to strt werk!
ouh god after a few months been rotting at home kan...
amek ko dyeuh..
no more sleeping late
no more lepakings
n
mostly cnnt online tat often hor...
nvm at least i will not b kering lah kan..
gt money
n
nt tat far from crib
so okla tu dyeuh!
haha..
ermm..saw ma schedule oreadie...
n almost everyday i werk ,onli on
27 july, 3Aug,5aUg n NAtional day!
actuallie 27 n 3 aug
doesnt count lah
COS
every mon the place will be close so ya..
n pakpong just kol me
he's oryte n free from h1n1..
so ya..
get well soon!

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 1:35 AM
to huda
cheer up bestie i noe u r more stronger than me
i noe u cn do it ok!
onli it will tkes a while..
nth is instant dear..
if u feel like crying,then just cry ok
if u nid me just beep me or msg k..
to lily
as wat i said just now..
hope ma listening ears help u a lil n
ma advice..which i noe its kind of ntahlah eh
sorry lah ku nie mcm phm jek..
i noe sumtymes we gerls cnt cntrol our emotions
SMPI i was told off to cut ma emotional crap kan..
bahXX..haix..
tk kacau pun leh jadi masalah untk org mcm gynie..
watever it is..
stay sweet ok bebeh?;)
im nt asleep yet..
ma hp has been ringing n msges...
where frm pakpong,huda n lily..
haha thnx btw ..kalau tidak ma hp will be quiet jek..
hmm..
pakpong has 1 week mc..
sick again lahkan..38.2..while skunk 37.5
both were sent home again..
haiz..bgskan nie due org..
always happy tgether..
bahXx..
k im talking CRAP nw..
better off now

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Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 5:56 PM
few hourS ago just came back from lot1..
met the bois
PAK PONG & AMAN!
pakpong told me last min
@1210hrs whereby they r goin to meet at 1300hrs
pfft!
so ape lagik kan..i took ma shower
n siap2 meet them..
suppose to meet pakpong under his block
but haha biaselah dyeuh mane nk siap cepat2
i took ma own sweet tyme..
BAHxx
at last pakpong just msg me ,
told me to just meet @ 7-11
met them n went to cotton on jap
as tis pakpong arh nk tgk bju then jalan2 jap n
sat outside lot1 talking
abt ape lagik!
NINJA COY...
biase jgk wit bahrudin stories &stuffs..
funny lah...
then we had our lunch @ KFC..
i just ate thieR nachos...
hmm nice..cos
i've been craving for it since sat...
but nt worth it..
so the sikit..aiyer!
then after tat pakpong saw tis
IRRITATING girl which is his fren..
bebual punye lah lame...
aman n i just walk2 first ...
next stop?
sat outside lot lagik talk crap..
n aman kan
so slenge...
haiyer...i kept laughing at his SLENGE-NESS..
they gonna book in @ 2045 lah kan...
kk dh2..
shut up dyeuh!

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 11:44 PM








hoho i do not get 2 mit the bride
kak nurwati
ma previous ward 41 bed 27 patient..
so i just took the photo since
i was late to c them
as she dh jalan go the her guy side..
so ya its ok
went with sophie..
thnks hor KAK FIA!
bahXx
n like reallie menyumpa walking on heels..
bllister lagik..aiyer!
so ape lagik balek naik teksi lah..
n stupid pakpong
always distrb me jemputan sey
siow arh!
dh2 bz ryte now otp now!

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@ 12:45 AM

hmm..i feel so sleepy now...

later will be goin to ma previous patient wedding

then nt sure if im mitting them.....

just nw last min kan..

jill msg if still wanna go out

padehal die tkde mood..

so ya grab the chance lah since i have no plans

bahXx

met hym at clementi..which i guess i have to wait for like 1/2 hour

pfft!

thgt of doin manicure jap tdi..

but the place was full so ya..

walk2 arnd alone like a lost soul at clementi

then decided to have a drink at MOS burger

while waiting for this gentlemen..

aman has been pestering me to plan

lepak wit pakpong ..but then si pakpong was at

toa payoh nid to report for his probation thingy..

so ask just to mit at twn

but this stubborn aman die2 dun wan..

so ended up we didnt meet lah..

so i n jill decided to go marina as i wanna watch the firewerks..

but we met with jill's frens lia and idah i guess..

then after join si mirza

kept fighting with hym..

overall it was a fun outing..

n the unforgettable incident was

@ marina LJS..

as usual..jill laughed out loud like nbdy business

if u pple noe hw jill laugh then good

he laughed for like along period of tyme

untill two chinese gerl beside us was looking at hym !

aiyo!

photos will be upload later as im waiting for approval

for lia at FB..

knytes pple!

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Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 3:57 PM

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yeah!i just gt a phone call..
n
alhamdulilah
I GOT THE JOB!
AT LAST!
IM SO HAPPY!!

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@ 2:26 PM
hmm just came back frm interview!
it was ok afterall..
gt another 2 boys oso being interviewed..
so the person just interview us in one shot!
so paisey ..sumore im e flowers among the torns
i thght bth was chinese but one them is fadhli..
he reallie look like chinese though..
so they asked us to tell sumtyn abt ourselves,future plans n blala
n
lastly
as for tis job sumtymes we have to make annoucements for upcumin show
n its like oral lah kan..
asked us to read tis annoucement ..
*phew*
its ok lah as long i nvr soun nervous ok lah tu dyeuh..
so now waiting for their kol..
y tues or wed i will strt the job!
yipee!

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Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 10:34 PM
u guys leave me alone for now ok..
pls dun find me for tis moment..
just leave me alone
dun ask me to kol or msg
dun ask y
its nt abt skunk watever it is
i know u pple wud think its abt skunk..
but its nt
OK ITS NOT!
thnx..

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Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 11:59 PM

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haha nie lah prangai busok

employee

husidah catering haha

c tat shagged face of mine

kt atas..

im super freaking tired tday!

since im so free

i've helped a fren of mine nye aunt

as a kendarat!

bahXX

random eh ..

nvm gt pay..so its ok mah

so i have to wake up early as i have to mit sophie @0830 at cck interchnge..

dh la smlm tdo kul 2 am

hmm so ya

tday i a lil gatal..

since there r some boys yg cuci pinggan kan

haha..

yg satu kan mcm suke crik psl

yg bju putih tu kan fia

mcm kiut!

shall mit them again if there is any help

as a kendarat..

pfft!*rolling eyes*

k so balek ma kaki like wan to patah..

since dh lame tk berdiri lame kan..

but nvm it was fun tday..

make some new frens..

n GUESS WAT?!

there r like two minahs nie arh

one of them pakaian die ok..pkai kebaye

yg lagik satu!

ya allah!dunnoe wat to say arh eh

she wore like kebaye n pantyhose!

like u noe PANTYHOSE?!

cn like c her red panties..

i think she seksi lah gytu...

wadoi..

the upcomin trend bju raye tis year agknye!

bahXx...

kite dh kutuk2 eh fia?!

klah klah g2g..

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Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 8:36 PM
just reach homeee
from mitin skunk..
sorry arh just nw kan janji kul 4.30 ended up turun pukul 4.50
hehe
biase pompuan siap lmbt...
kesian die kan..
tdi bookout kul 1230hrs
dh tk reti nk rest ..cool dwn
haha dh byk appointment kan
dgn gay prtner n ur frens..
n like tday is like "LUCKY DAY" SGT
first nk naik umah jap i was walking slowly yg
si skunk dh kt dpn lift waiting for me
skali kan arh ko ambek ,
MA PARENTS kua dri lift ..
skunk nye muke btol2 nye terpampang dpn dorg..
ape lagik i cpt2 back off sembunyi blkng p.o box..
ma hart like reallie nk putus kn!
dh gytu tkpe
nk gy mkn..nmpklah ma 1 st bro!
wadoi!
bt nvm they noe abt it..
so dyeuh releks k!
*phew*
haha
thnks for the kfc treat just now altgh
n i just cnt wait to like meet bahruddin
ur fav bunkmate which u n pakpong like to kacau
k wtever it is
i cnnt finish all e food just nw
senak!
so much abt tat..ysterday went to chill wif a close fren
haha best!
at last i gt to go to a plce which is so chill..(heaven)
for us lah..
balek jek knock down
like nbdy business..
now waiting for the boys over flowers series
which i dh tgk smpi habes
but still
....................
n to jill sorry hor tk kua wif u just nw,i will mke up to it!
n to sheesyah!i will mit u one day wen u free!cheer up darl!
i will be wit u wen u nid me k..

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Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 11:10 PM

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hmm sat sat ?!
anibdy free or no plans?
ask me out maybe?
or else i will be bored if i nvr go out
cos nt cnfirm if will b goin out or miting skunk
so ya!
*sigh*

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@ 12:06 AM
just put down the phone wif tis crazy suicidal gerl
which is nana..haha
k watever it is..
tday nvr go out...
chilling at home
then at night i went for a jog
since at home
a lil tension
which is my mum finding fault wif me
bahXx
*phew* around 2209hrs
skunk msg..
biase jgk biler nk mandi aru nk msg org
dh tk reti after mandi..
n he will booking out on sat!
wth..
confinement nye psl kan..KENTAL luh
btol tk nana?
*kening naik-naik*
btw fia planning to go karoake
but we have to wait till nunu finish her test
n the only day to go is on weekends..
noe y?
BECOZ PakPong kite luh..
ABG ns kite nie nk kene tunggu book out kn..

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 11:43 PM

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haha tis photos r so random ..ya i noe..
kite memg sengaje buat kebiolan
first teman fia at school buat project @ informatics
then met wit this freaky negro man..
woah the way he ask us r u frm spore?
like soun so desperate..
haha kite walk off asap
bahXX then decided to go to lot1
as im craving for it maple syrup+butter waffle
met nunu at cotton on!
then proceed to nunu's crib n there WE go
watch movies+camwhoring!haha
actuallie gt vdeo luh..
i freaking look retarded in it
ouh gosh! n it is at FB
brr
haiz..skunk aru msg kn..
tk smpi bape min ckp nk gy mandi
beh dh kene tdo..pfft!

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Sunday, July 05, 2009 @ 8:14 PM

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wat am i doin now?
i feel like crying..
ngh msg ngn skunk..
his @ camp now
we just talk abt wat happen n stuffs
i let it partially wat is on my mind..
n he ask me to tell hym more wat is on my mind
ya i did..
n like suddenly my heart sank..
haiz..
we've grown up now
i think we r mature enuf to think
so ya..

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hmm..woke up early tday altgh slept at 4am just now...
wah piang eh
now still ngantoks..
everything is aching..
but nvm..ya at last eh lily ku mit ko!
the hug tu kan like the old school tymes u used to hug me
i miss tat hor..
altgh a lil while onli get to mit up..
but still ok luh tu..
lepaskan rindu!
haha
so actuallie met up wif skunk yesterday @
2pm kt block die..
then after tat we went to have our lunch..
share2 the meal..bahXx
psl the set meal was quite big arh
then i onli eat a lil..
so we just decided to share it
chill jap at the coffeshop
while he distrb me abt
ma head kip trning to c the road wenever i heard KR..
DAmn u!
its just ma habit arh ..
how do i noe..
i think becos reminds of u luh..
hahaz..
but its true luh..
then after we meet nana!
heard all her depressions she's goin thru
nvm we will be there for u..
talk n talk wif some auntees which is so irrits
bebual sekuat2 tdk kn nana?
mcm tertelan microphone
haha
so wen lily otw wif jas
nana decided to go home to have her shower
while i n skunk
go have a ride jap
then off to 142!
there i c lily n jas dh smpi
ngtkn dorg yg lmbt..
then apelagik
jas n skunk tok abt the ns life
n yes!
i kip laughing wen jas said his werd of the day!
PUKIMEK
bahXx..
then i n lily took pics..
while waiting for nana yg berenang kt umah
smpi lily dh alek kan
so tunggu nana
then ape lagik lepak all e way @ 142 till 12+a.m
talk alot of things
n i cnt frget ur mahal face arh nana!
i n skunk kip laughing abt it
PELAKON TERBAIK
hahaz..joking ehk!
then skunk saw his fren
so he joined jap while nana dh nk alek..
ddk jap tunggu skunk bebual ngn kwn die
12.10 gytu i n skunk went off to cck!
meet pakpong!
haha bght for hym milk tea his fav.
bebual2 arh kt lua umah die since he ade probation kan
so ya till 2+am gytu
then off to bp..
chill wit skunk till 3am..
since its strted to drizzle
he ask me to go home tkut demam
...
dun u think im so tired
like the whole day ?
*phew*
n now at home im so sleepy with this kind of cooling weather
Wahh

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@ 3:19 AM
just arrived home 15 mins ago...
wah piang!so shagged...
criously!but i had fun
since tday like the whole day spent tyme wit ma love ones..
get to meet nana,lily,Pak pong
n nt frgetting
ma special fren luh
skunk...
Bahxx..
talking n laughing non stop..
k i think i reallie nid a gd rest nw..
gd nytes pple!

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Saturday, July 04, 2009 @ 1:22 AM
thnx for the nyte
at last we've tok nrmally..
gt a lot to chat abt just nw huh?..
mit u tmrw ..
nytes pple!

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Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 7:55 PM
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tis hugs are for ma darls!!
-nana
-lily
-nunu
thnks lily.. i read ur blog oreadie..
im so touched..u noe me best..
dun werry abt me ok..
i noe wat r frens for
but i like to be alone wen i gt probs..
:)
gue pun rindu mu banget!

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Thursday, July 02, 2009 @ 11:12 PM
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tday plann all Cock up!
nvm..sat will mke up wit fia n kamal!
plans to have a girlsdayout with nunu n fia!
bt nunu lum cnfirm so ya..
bahxX!
goin for an interview tmrw
*prying i will get it*

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ 11:59 PM

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pple im ok...just let me be...
n to fart,thnks for the advice..much appreciated


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tday nunu came to ma house to n we webcam wif fia jap..
thnx for the day babes!

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