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Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 7:50 PM

woah tis few days...

im so quiet to myself...

not been eating well

k tats normal...

its like been a month since im like tis...

huhu

wat i want to do now...

i wanna go for any ska gig

n skank like nobdy business to let it all out!!

argh!

Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 12:41 AM

hw great u called me a BITCH

which is u actuallie u r CAlling urself lah kan lipas!

i cnnt b bothered u calling me a bitch

if u assume im e one who tells tat u r nt doin ur job

n u gt terminated...

u deserve tat ok!

bcos of ur attitude....

its nt me but others...

Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 11:56 PM

ya here i am

on my bed...

n it still keep rewinding inside my head...

wat just happened tnite...

i feel so so like killing myself...

i noe im acting ridiculously pointless

watever u think...

i just dun wan to go thru tis...

it keeps bugging me

i reallie wish i cn treat u like others

n it seems it will like nt go away...

yes i know u can c me grwing to b strng...

bt tat is all a LIE

im putting up...

yes i appreciates very much for putting empathy

treating me nicely

i noe u r a such nice guy i ever met..

eventhough i noe u thinks u sucky for me

i deserve better than u..........

bt u just wont undrstnd...

ya pple wud say b strng

u cn do it dyeuh

bt do u noe hw much im goin thru

n im not putting a blame on u

either....or

running away frm it...

im trying...

u can c me how much im putting a barrier to msg u

wen i noe i reaalie miss u so much tat

i wan u to b my side u used to...

bt evrything chnged...

i noe we r frens...

bt i jst nid tat favour frm u

pls make me hate u....

i noe its hard after

all e years we known each other...

i wud like to do anitin

eventhough it will break e frenship....

i noe its a stupid idea bt

tats hw i think its gonna werk...

Labels: kill me softly

Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 12:32 AM

hello an hour ago just came bck frm the airport...

basically now im still feelin a lil down...

*sobsob*

its sad tat u leaving us for 5 years TAufiq!

bt nvm i will pray u for e best since u tis wan badly...

tght i wud nvr cried...

bt yeah i did..

maebe im close to hym tats y...

i was all e way quiet to myself

even issac n yani notice tat bt they

just kept quiet,not askin a thing...

haiz...

nvm we will have a reunion once u have ur term break

tat will depends if u r cumin bck spore...

if nt we have to wait yaw...

huhu...

nvm i wud think positively !

all e best to my dearest gd fren md taufiq!

jiayou!

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Tuesday, June 08, 2010 @ 11:52 PM

basically i accidentally view ur profile...

damnit!cos u will noe im viewing it

argh!

nvm...

bt wat is gd

both nvr add each other..

how great is tat!

tis wat we call frens...

huhu

nvm ...its been so LONG u MIA...

wah tat bz huh?

last u msg me was like 23 rd april????

forget it i've been lazy

to msg

since u cnnt b bothered

so much abt tat..

went out tday to mit some of my colleagues

to have a dinner at simpang bedok!

for farewell to our dearest taufiq who is flying off to aussie tis

thurs...

*sobsob*

the he goes my 'husbnd'

we ate western chow if im nt wrg..

its reallie yummlicious n affordable!

since its isaac boyfie shop....

n we had a minni surprise for syahirah....

belated birthday...

we chat tookphotos..

n i cnnt wait to mit my darlins tis fri..

imy girls sO MUCH

Wednesday, June 02, 2010 @ 12:47 PM

now im bck at home alone...

reached werk at 10.50

n 11.01 i punch out to go bck...

wasted my fare lah

cos my officer asked me to go bck

cos i hardly has voice to tok

hw to tok to my customer...

aiya....

n tmrw im off

huhu

hw great is tat....

Tuesday, June 01, 2010 @ 9:09 PM

a question for me to answer..

will i accept u or not?

ouh god...i criously dunnoe...

kinda of miss hym though....

WEIRD~

Labels: it will like totally chnged my life if im attched...

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Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 7:50 PM woah tis few days... im so quiet to myself... not been eating well k tats normal... its like been a month since im like tis... huhu n wat i want to do now... i wanna go for any ska gig n skank like nobdy business to let it all out!! argh! back to top?
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 12:41 AM hw great u called me a BITCH which is u actuallie u r CAlling urself lah kan lipas! i cnnt b bothered u calling me a bitch if u assume im e one who tells tat u r nt doin ur job n u gt terminated... u deserve tat ok! bcos of ur attitude.... its nt me but others... back to top?
Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 11:56 PM ya here i am on my bed... n it still keep rewinding inside my head... wat just happened tnite... i feel so so like killing myself... i noe im acting ridiculously pointless watever u think... i just dun wan to go thru tis... it keeps bugging me i reallie wish i cn treat u like others n it seems it will like nt go away... yes i know u can c me grwing to b strng... bt tat is all a LIE im putting up... yes i appreciates very much for putting empathy treating me nicely i noe u r a such nice guy i ever met.. eventhough i noe u thinks u sucky for me i deserve better than u.......... bt u just wont undrstnd... ya pple wud say b strng u cn do it dyeuh bt do u noe hw much im goin thru n im not putting a blame on u either....or running away frm it... im trying... u can c me how much im putting a barrier to msg u wen i noe i reaalie miss u so much tat i wan u to b my side u used to... bt evrything chnged... i noe we r frens... bt i jst nid tat favour frm u pls make me hate u.... i noe its hard after all e years we known each other... i wud like to do anitin eventhough it will break e frenship.... i noe its a stupid idea bt tats hw i think its gonna werk... Labels: kill me softly back to top?
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 12:32 AM hello an hour ago just came bck frm the airport... basically now im still feelin a lil down... sobsob its sad tat u leaving us for 5 years TAufiq! bt nvm i will pray u for e best since u tis wan badly... tght i wud nvr cried... bt yeah i did.. maebe im close to hym tats y... i was all e way quiet to myself even issac n yani notice tat bt they just kept quiet,not askin a thing... haiz... nvm we will have a reunion once u have ur term break tat will depends if u r cumin bck spore... if nt we have to wait yaw... huhu... nvm i wud think positively ! all e best to my dearest gd fren md taufiq! jiayou! Labels: :( back to top?
Tuesday, June 08, 2010 @ 11:52 PM basically i accidentally view ur profile... damnit!cos u will noe im viewing it argh! nvm... bt wat is gd both nvr add each other.. how great is tat! tis wat we call frens... huhu nvm ...its been so LONG u MIA... wah tat bz huh? last u msg me was like 23 rd april???? forget it i've been lazy to msg since u cnnt b bothered so much abt tat.. went out tday to mit some of my colleagues to have a dinner at simpang bedok! for farewell to our dearest taufiq who is flying off to aussie tis thurs... sobsob the he goes my 'husbnd' we ate western chow if im nt wrg.. its reallie yummlicious n affordable! since its isaac boyfie shop.... n we had a minni surprise for syahirah.... belated birthday... we chat tookphotos.. n i cnnt wait to mit my darlins tis fri.. imy girls sO MUCH back to top?
Wednesday, June 02, 2010 @ 12:47 PM now im bck at home alone... reached werk at 10.50 n 11.01 i punch out to go bck... wasted my fare lah cos my officer asked me to go bck cos i hardly has voice to tok hw to tok to my customer... aiya.... n tmrw im off huhu hw great is tat.... :) back to top?
Tuesday, June 01, 2010 @ 9:09 PM a question for me to answer.. will i accept u or not? ouh god...i criously dunnoe... kinda of miss hym though.... WEIRD~ Labels: it will like totally chnged my life if im attched... back to top?